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Audition | Katie Kitamura
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One woman, the performance of a lifetime. Or two. An exhilarating, destabilizing Mbius strip of a novel that asks whether we ever really know the people we love. Two people meet for lunch in a Manhattan restaurant. She's an accomplished actress in rehearsals for an upcoming premiere. He's attractive, troubling, young--young enough to be her son. Who is he to her, and who is she to him? In this compulsively readable, brilliantly constructed novel, two competing narratives unspool, rewriting our understanding of the roles we play every day - partner, parent, creator, muse - and the truths every performance masks, especially from those who think they know us most intimately. Taut and hypnotic, Audition is Katie Kitamura at her virtuosic best.
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JillR
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In part one the unnamed protagonist meets a younger man in a restaurant. Then part two, the same characters, but an entirely different story. Despite my confusion I didn‘t dislike this. The writing was sharp and elegant and at times probed what we perceive as a family in a refreshingly uncomfortable way. As a whole, reading this made me feel grown up and almost elegant myself, completely swayed by the New York vibe. A brief, enjoyable conundrum.

squirrelbrain Love your review, even though I didn‘t love the book! 1w
JillR @squirrelbrain I‘m surprised that I kind of liked it, it‘s the sort of book that I‘d usually find frustrating. The short length helped! I‘ve done a deep dive listening to a few podcasts today which I enjoyed doing, as whilst I‘d quite liked it but didn‘t get it at all haha 1w
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rachaich
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Mehso-so

Hugely anticipated this and then it felt odd.
I had a brief idea of the plot but not enough to pre empt what it would read like.
I think I need a book club focus on it?

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andrew61
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A curious book in which 2 narratives show the same characters appear as actors in v different stories of their lives. In the 1st, an actress meets a young man for lunch, + he tells her he is her son, which she tells him is impossible. The story then explores her marriage as she stars on stage. In the 2nd, Xavier is her son, who brings his lover to the family home, a cuckoo in the nest. An unsettling read, stilted prose, but hypnotic + absorbing.

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Amor4Libros
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Panpan

I hated it here…

⭐️⭐️

TheBookHippie This book YUK 1mo
Suet624 Yup. 1mo
KT1432 Oh no! 😆 1mo
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The_Book_Ninja Biggest “emperors new clothes” in current literature 1mo
SamAnne Well, I won‘t start it tonight and go for Buckeye instead. 1mo
KT1432 Understandable! That one is still on my TBR! 1mo
Suet624 @SamAnne very good call 1mo
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Floresj
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This is incredible…though I‘m not sure that my idea of what happened in this novel is what the author actually intended for me to think…but I don‘t care. I don‘t need to understand something to completely love and enjoy every minute of this. And what I think what happened is superb- the structure and writing makes this a strong, artsy pick from me.

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Hanna-B
Audition | Katie Kitamura
Mehso-so

Promising start but I felt like it lost momentum and really lacked originality. I can‘t see how this is on the Booker short list? I was glad it was short

#bookershortlist #audition

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Currey
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I attempt to read at least the Booker short list but usually fail. However, I did read this interesting book with its precise and refined writing style. The tension from both the writing and the mid book displacement kept me engaged throughout. One doesn‘t need to understand what exactly is going on to feel that whatever is going on, this is exactly how to write about it. Many friends hated this book. I rather loved it. #booker2025

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MallenNC
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I don‘t always enjoy reading “smart” literary fiction but I did enjoy this after listening to a discussion of it on Sarah‘s Bookshelves. It was a spoiler discussion but that doesn‘t really matter in a book like this. The experience is more about the writing and what the author is trying to do with it. I might read it again before it‘s due back to the library.

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TheEllieMo
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I‘m just going to assume that the reason I couldn‘t enjoy this Booker nominated piece is that my brain is just not wired in such a way as to be able to appreciate this level of pretentiousness.

Book 75/80 #Read2025 @DieAReader

DieAReader 👋🏻Hope your next read is much better🤓💖 3mo
Hanna-B Love your review. 2mo
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BekaReid
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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This is definitely a book that'll linger for a while. My mind keeps returning to the story - was it a single story in 2 parts, or was it a dual story? Where does it start/end? The ambiguity feels intentional and IMO makes this book work. I also enjoyed the exploration of a woman's identity - what is gained/lost by choices made? (Also, it's been a stressful day so picture is my stress relief this evening. Ice cream makes everything better, right?)

mcctrish I thought this was flour until I got to the part of it being a stressful day and you needing a treat and I was like “huh, did you bake?……. wait a minute 🤦🏻‍♀️😆” (edited) 3mo
BekaReid @mcctrish haha! Yeah, I see how it can look like flour! it's definitely not the best picture and doesn't shout ICE CREAM especially being vanilla, but tbh vanilla is my faithful standby. 😂 3mo
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BekaReid
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Just started part 2. Seren's face says it for me. Definitely intrigued and ready to see where this goes.

Leftcoastzen 😻👏 3mo
ErikasMindfulShelf lol. Seems about right. 3mo
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JenP
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Our panel has started our Booker reviews. Audition was the first book up for discussion. Check out all the reviews on the blog and link to your own reviews.

I did enjoy this one and I think #camplitsy discussions made it even more enjoyable

https://thereadersroom.org/2025/08/22/2025-booker-longlist-audition-by-katie-kit...

Please help me tag the other Booker readers. My brain is stalled this morning

Graywacke Gosh, i‘m so hungry now. Glad you enjoyed. And see my posts for more Booker longlist readers. I tag who i know on relevant reviews. (No one has complained yet. 😁) 3mo
JenP @Graywacke this photo was from over a month ago but it was delicious. I‘ll check out your tagged list. 3mo
BarbaraBB Thanks for the tag. @squirrelbrain has read all of the longlist! 3mo
JenP @BarbaraBB I saw! She sped through them. 3mo
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Graywacke
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My 4th from the #Booker longlist completely wowed me. Brain whirring. This was a really intense reading experience for me. The wording is precise and meaningful, but the meaning is elusive. I was just very engaged on the sentence level, in a fun way. I have too much to say for a Litsy post. ☺️

For those open to uncertainty, I can't recommend this book highly enough. It's not only doing a ton of stuff, but it's doing it beautifully.

#Booker2025

Graywacke It also made Obama's list, released yesterday. He called it, "A quiet novel about the ways we hide our true selves from others — and ourselves." I'm not sure about the word "quiet", but it's otherwise spot on. 3mo
Ruthiella I love Kitamura‘s writing. If you have not read her earlier books, I highly recommend “A Separation” and 3mo
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Graywacke @Ruthiella i must! I‘ve heard they make a loose trilogy. 3mo
charl08 Did you attend this event? I wanted to hear her at Edinburgh but missed the chance to go. 3mo
Graywacke @charl08 no. I watched part of it on recording. And the image of it now defines the book for me. 🙂 Although i find the cover gorgeous. 3mo
Leniverse Yes, I liked this one. My favourite by far, but I'm only four books into the longlist 😂 3mo
Graywacke @Leniverse it‘s hard to match. I‘m on book 9. I‘ve enjoyed every book. But this is the standout for me. 3mo
BarbaraBB I envy you that you got so much out of this book. I just didn‘t know what to think (edited) 3mo
Graywacke @BarbaraBB for once our envies reverse. 🙊😊 It‘s an unsettling book which the author said has a least three different interpretations by design. I think being confused, while frustrating, is quite reasonable. 3mo
JenP I felt similarly to you. I thought it was excellent 3mo
Graywacke @JenP yay! ❤️ I really just enjoyed it so much. 3mo
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Leniverse
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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I wasn't sure about the first part of this book, but the second won me over with the sheer creepy discomfort I felt when I read it. I think I might have to let it percolate for a few days before I decide exactly how I feel about it, but it was really cleverly done and a good choice by the #Booker judges. I suspect this might make my personal shortlist.
#BookerLonglist

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BarbaraJean
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I love seeing Obama's summer reading list each year... and I feel oddly validated when I've read books he's read 😂 This year's list made me think he needs a #CampLitsy invite next year! I'm fascinated that he included Audition on his list: “A quiet novel about the ways we hide our true selves from others — and ourselves.“ Hmmm. I want to hear more...

https://www.obama.org/stories/president-obamas-favorite-books-summer-2025/

squirrelbrain Wouldn‘t it be fab if he came to camp?! 😝 I‘m not sure I‘d call Audition quiet though. 🤷‍♀️ In fact, to me, it felt quite the opposite - it created a lot of noise in my head, trying to work it out! 3mo
BarbaraJean @squirrelbrain It would be SO fabulous if he came to camp!! I wouldn't call Audition quiet, either—neither inside my head nor on the page. Especially not that off-the-rails ending! 3mo
BarbaraBB I‘m actually a bit surprised Death of an Author isn‘t on it as well 😉 @squirrelbrain 3mo
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BarbaraJean @BarbaraBB Wild Dark Shore, too! 3mo
TheBookHippie I guess we can still like him even though he likes Audition … 🤣👀😝🫣😵‍💫 3mo
TheBookHippie @squirrelbrain I haven‘t rage read like that in a long time. I hated that book 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 3mo
BarbaraJean @TheBookHippie 😂 😂 😂 3mo
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mjtwo
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18 Aug 2025 (audiobook)
#Bookerlonglist2025 No 5
I am not sure I enjoyed this book, but I appreciated the discomfort it made me feel as a reader and that it truly went somewhere unexpected. In that way, it reminded me a little of All Fours. Not entirely sure what it was about.
I had not intended to listen to audio, and expect hard copy would have been better, but inadvertently purchased and could not return. Strange how that sometimes happens.

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Graywacke
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I‘m on chapter 3. Everyone seems bewildered trying to understand this one. Little 🧠 primed. #booker #Booker2025

Bookwormjillk Beyond bewildered but one of the most memorable books I‘ve read this year. 4mo
BarbaraBB Wait until your halfway through 😳 4mo
Suet624 Yup. I was flummoxed. 4mo
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Graywacke @Bookwormjillk that sounds fantastic. I‘m enjoying! 4mo
Graywacke @BarbaraBB not quite there yet! 😳 4mo
Graywacke @Suet624 I‘m sure I will be too 4mo
Hanna-B I found it lacklustre 2mo
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rmaclean4
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TheBookHippie I hated it 🤣😵‍💫😳🤭🤦🏻‍♀️😝 4mo
Ruthiella 😂😂😂 I liked it, but not as much as her other books. 4mo
Graywacke Still, I‘m ready to try! 🙂 It will be my next book. Marmite seems apt based on what I‘ve read 4mo
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Prairiegirl_reading Best thing about it is it‘s short. 🤣 4mo
Suet624 I gave it a so-so. 4mo
Chelsea.Poole I didn‘t love it but it did make me think. The thoughts were mostly “huh…?” But still, thinking 😝 4mo
JenP 😂 I loved it 4mo
TheKidUpstairs 🤣🤣🤣 I loved it, but I still love your review! @Graywacke it is DEFINITELY a marmite book 4mo
Graywacke @Chelsea.Poole 😂 4mo
Graywacke @JenP @TheKidUpstairs ok, i‘m on page 9. But I‘m loving the precision and control. Every word (edited) 4mo
JenP @Graywacke compare that precision with the ambiguity of plot and I think it was brilliantly done. I do see why many readers hated it though 😂 4mo
Graywacke @JenP I‘ll post on it later this weekend. It‘s now favorite book. I‘m still swooning. I have a spoiler-y ideas that I‘m a little over obsessed with. ( @TheKidUpstairs - thought you might also like to know i liked it 🙂) 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @Graywacke welcome to the dark side 🤣 4mo
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Mattsbookaday
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Audition, by Katie Kitamura (2025)

Premise: A sliding doors exploration of relationships and the roles we play.

Review: This is a very smart novel: the first half explores an actress struggling with a new role who finds herself confronted by a young man who thinks he may be her son; the second explores that same woman thriving in her role and as the mother of that same young man. Both halves also explore her marriage from different directions.⬇️

Mattsbookaday It‘s fascinating and successful until an ending that lost the plot for me.

Bookish Pair: This has some similarities in theme to another Booker long-list title, Misinterpretation by Ledia Xhoga (2024).
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RaeLovesToRead
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https://youtu.be/irRbCL-8Jw4?feature=shared

I've started my series of book reviews and discussions on my channel.

This is the first one for Audition 🩷

First part is spoiler-free, then I flag up when I'm going to get into the nitty gritty.

Suet624 I gave this one a so-so. 4mo
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TheKidUpstairs
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Start your engines! The Booker Prize Longlist is here https://thebookerprizes.com/the-booker-library/prize-years/2025?utm_source=subst...

Who's reading from the list this year? Which titles excite/interest you the most?

@BarbaraBB @squirrelbrain @Graywacke @JamieArc (I can't remember who else follows the Booker, feel free to tag others for discussion! Or just hop on in!)

JamieArc I‘ve only read Audition so now I‘m really glad we read it for Camp Litsy! 4mo
BarbaraBB @JamieArc so did I! 4mo
BarbaraBB I will be reading @TheKidUpstairs and am very interested in all your reviews because I don‘t plan to read them all, just the best selection 🤣 4mo
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Ruthiella I‘ve heard conflicting opinions about the second Natasha Brown title. I still have to read her debut 4mo
Chelsea.Poole Quite a list! Ive only read Audition. I‘m very interested in Endling—I‘ve been seeing it around and I need to secure a copy! Not sure how much I‘ll read from this list but will start with two: I just requested Flashlight from the library and I already have a copy of 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @JamieArc Audition is the only one I've read so far. Are there any you're looking forward to? I've only really just started looking into them, One Boat and Endlings are the two that intrigue me at first glance! 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @BarbaraBB I'm probably not going to read all of them, either, but luckily most are available through my local libraries so I can try them out and pick and choose from there! The only one that I'm looking at possibly buying at this point is 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @Chelsea.Poole Endling sounds god, I hadn't heard of it before. But I've placed a hold with one of my local libraries so hopefully I can get my hands on it soon! 4mo
JamieArc @thekidupstairs I'm sad that I'm not as intrigued by this year's titles as I was last year's. I like road trip novels so I am curious about The Rest of Our Lives. I'm also interested in Seascraper, in part because of @squirrelbrain 's review. I think I'm going to wait to see more reviews on Litsy, maybe look up some Youtube reviews, before I dig into a bunch of them. 4mo
squirrelbrain I will, of course, be reading the whole list! 😜 I‘ve read 4, already owned 5 and reserved 1 at the library yesterday. (I‘m not psychic- I reserved about 12 just in case!). I just ordered the other 3. Now to decide where to start… 4mo
squirrelbrain @JamieArc - Seascraper is my favourite of the ones I‘ve read, closely followed by The Land in Winter so I‘d definitely recommend those two. @Chelsea.Poole @BarbaraBB 4mo
JamieArc @squirrelbrain I will put those two at the top of my list then! 4mo
Graywacke I‘ve started two - one on audio. Ready to read them all, i think. 4mo
BookishTrish I‘m going to start with 4mo
Leniverse I'll read them in the order that my library holds come in and then see which of the remaining ones I feel keen to spend money on 😅 4mo
Chelsea.Poole Thanks @squirrelbrain —I‘ll look forward to your take on the whole list. Impressive, as always ☺️ 4mo
JenP I‘m reading them all. I‘ve read 2 already. Reading the third now 4mo
Graywacke also two new littens and Booksr addicts: @vikaplus321 and @kenw3 4mo
AnneCecilie I‘ve read Audition and had Flesh out from the library. Then I‘ll see what the library gets in and the bookstore. Put a hold on Universality yesterday, but the waiting is long and also I didn‘t understand all the fuzz around her debut 4mo
vikaplus321 I've read four, and made arrangements for the rest (bought 3, the rest is library). I guess I missed something in Audition because I do not get all the attention it is getting... maybe I should read again. It is character driven, not much plot.

Universality has a fun new format, a quick read. Flesh is great (a David Szalay fan here, read it when it was published in March). Which brings me to Endling: great story, nice plot, lots of snails!!!
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vikaplus321 @Graywacke I read 60% of Flashlight before I had to return it. To be continued in 3 weeks (on hold). How are you enjoying it so far? Multiple countries, families, decades - Choi packed a lot in it 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @Graywacke thanks for sharing the tag list, excited to see everyone's reviews and keep the discussion going! Which ones have you started? I just picked up 5 from the library today, so I've got to get to reading! Just have to decide where to start... 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @Leniverse that's how I make my decisions, too. But then 5 came in on hold at once! 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @JenP which have you read? I've only read Audition so far. I know it wasn't everyone's cup of tea, but I loved the experience of reading it. 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @squirrelbrain Land in Winter was one of the ones I picked up from the library today. I'm excited for it! 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @BookishTrish @AnneCecile Flesh wasn't really of interest to me before, but it was also one of the ones that was available, so I'll give it a try with an open mind! 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @vikaplus321 you're off to a good start! Endling really intrigues me, glad to hear you liked it! 4mo
Graywacke @vikaplus321 I‘m adjusting to Flashlight. It‘s a wordy style. Not maximalist, just info dumps are drawn-out through character sense, making it wordy. 4mo
Graywacke @TheKidUpstairs i started Flashlight on audio, and Endlings on ebook. I ordered six through three different sellers (and a fourth account) 🙈 I need to figure how to get the last four. Might come ultimately from @vikaplus321 Or i might order through Blackwells. But i think i have enough to keep me busy for now. ☺️ 4mo
squirrelbrain Snap! @vikaplus321 - I had also read 4 and have bought 3! I think most of us missed something in Audition - we read it for our summer camp book club #camplitsy25 and no-one really ‘got‘it. Scroll down my thread to early June to see our discussions about it. 4mo
Leniverse Turns out I'm starting with The Land in Winter (because I too picked it up from the library today!) and then Audition, which I have but didn't find the time to read for Camp Litsy 🤦🏻‍♀️ I'm looking forward to it since everyone is saying it's weird and confusing. That's practically my favourite genre 🤣 4mo
TheKidUpstairs @Leniverse if you like weird and confusing, it should work for you - it totally did for me! I've just started The South because it is due back at the library first, I'll probably do The Land in Winter next - looking forward to your review! 4mo
rmaclean4 I just got Universality today from the library. 3 are not published in the US yet. Lucky for me, I am going to Scotland in 3 weeks and hope to pick up what I can there! I have not read a single book on this list! Thanks for the tag. I love Booker season. 4mo
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Kitta
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Audition made the #BookerPrize longlist! Interested to see what other #camplitsy people think of this!

Personally I didn‘t enjoy reading it. But I can see how it‘s a good novel? I just don‘t like being confused! 🤣

#camplitsy25
@squirrelbrain @Megabooks @BarbaraBB

BarbaraBB I am not surprised it‘s on the list! It even is the only one I read so far 🤦🏻‍♀️ 4mo
Kitta @BarbaraBB I haven‘t heard of most of them! Usually I‘ve read a couple but I guess I‘ve been reading different stuff this year. 4mo
Ruthiella I also haven‘t heard of many of the titles-the authors yes, but not the actual books. 4mo
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Kitta @Ruthiella you‘re doing better than me, I don‘t know the authors at all in some cases! 😂 4mo
squirrelbrain I agree - I didn‘t like it *and* I don‘t like being confused! 4mo
Kitta @squirrelbrain My ex used to make fun of my need to understand what was happening in books, movies, plays, everything. I just don‘t like not knowing! Unless it‘s a mystery. Then I like to guess, but at least the timelines make sense in those! 4mo
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ImperfectCJ
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There are many ways I could read this novel, many clues I could (and did) highlight, many threads to pull. One thing I feel confident about is that it's about the parts that we play in our lives, the way that we sometimes continue to play the part even when it's not working anymore, the way that we get caught in our role and lose sight of who we are, if anyone, apart from it. There are other things here, but this one I'm pretty sure about.

squirrelbrain Great review! ☺️ 5mo
AnnCrystal 🤩🍉😋😍💝. (edited) 5mo
BarbaraBB Well said. And I think you are right 5mo
youneverarrived I didn‘t love the book but I love your reading/review of it. 5mo
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MyNamesParadise
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Mehso-so

So this book was fine enough of a listen. Although I‘m not sure what the author was trying to convey with this book. I wasnt always paying the most attention but still I‘ve noticed this book has a low Goodreads rating. So yeah I don‘t have any takeaways from this book. Kind of a waste of almost 5 hours. It was compelling until it wasn‘t. Maybe 3 stars was too generous.

Hanna-B Good start and petered out rapidly 2mo
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ImperfectCJ
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Sleepy Silo is an excellent lap cat on this Sunday morning, but his contagious sleepiness isn't helping me lock in and finish this novel finally.

Leftcoastzen Awwww😻 5mo
dabbe #sleepysilo 🖤🐾🖤 5mo
AnnCrystal 💕😻💝. 5mo
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BookwormAHN
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Panpan

This book was just too weird, the characters were really unlikable and I still don't understand what happened 🤷🏼‍♀️
But I did have fun with the discussions.
#CampLitsy25
@squirrelbrain @Megabooks @BarbaraBB
#WickedWords #love
@AsYouWish

TheBookHippie I may bail…. It‘s just stupid… 😝🤦🏻‍♀️ 5mo
squirrelbrain Yeah, it‘s a weird one! 🤷‍♀️ 5mo
Megabooks Definitely oddball. The discussions were great, though. 5mo
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cariashley
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Mehso-so

Like many of you, my reaction to this book is mainly “what did I just read?” I appreciate what she‘s trying to do here even while I don‘t follow a lot of it, but overall this was too tedious to be enjoyable. I loved Intimacies so this was a little disappointing.

Reading all the #camplitsy25 comments was super helpful, though! I‘m on a slight delay but trying to read all the books at some point!

BarbaraBB So cool that you follow the CampLitsy reads. Have you read Wild Dark Shore yet? The discussion was awesome too - as is the book! And again, kudos for being able to read at all! 5mo
squirrelbrain I‘m glad you found the discussions enlightening! ❤️ 5mo
cariashley @BarbaraBB I‘m listening to it now, it‘s very good! Am going to have to catch up on all the discussions on it. Will try to read/listen to the current selections next to get back on track! 5mo
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BarbaraJean
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Um… I… hmm. Okay.

I appreciate what the author is doing here, but I didn‘t so much enjoy reading it. I like how the book mirrors the play at the center of the book, but in the end I‘m not satisfied with what she did include (or rather, what she left out). Two contradictory halves that play with the concepts of perception, reality, and performance—and kind of rely on the reader to make meaning of it all—left me frustrated. I read for characters, ⬇

BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 1/7) …story, and ideas, but also for meaning—and this was interesting but felt hollow (and honestly—a little lazy!). I don‘t regret reading it (partly because it‘s short enough that I read it in two afternoons), and am glad it was part of #CampLitsy25 even if I came to the discussion late due to uncooperative library holds. For me, this is a better book for discussion than enjoyment! Further thoughts under (many) spoiler tags below: ⬇ 5mo
BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 2/7) I read this as the author setting up the play within the narrative as a mirror to the book, especially with that central scene, which the narrator cannot get a hold on. She says: “that scene continued to resist me, it was the one thing I couldn‘t fully parse, and without it I was unable to make sense of the part as a whole.” I felt like this about the book as a whole. The author left out the center that would have allowed ⬇ (edited) 5mo
BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 3/7) …the reader to make sense of the whole. There were a bunch of clues scattered throughout that, to me, indicated that the author intended this close mirroring, leaving the center and the interpretation to the reader. But I feel like it‘s a lazy choice to make on the part of the author: to ask the reader to create the center of the work, which the author herself didn‘t include. In the quote I cited above, the narrator goes on: ⬇ (edited) 5mo
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BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 4/7) “I had begun to wonder if in fact there was some hollowness in the construction of the scene itself. The structure and the narrative of the play demanded that the scene contain a process of transformation, a moment of alchemy and transition, but in truth I couldn‘t find the basis for that metamorphosis in what had been written on the page.” Similarly, I couldn‘t find within the text the basis for a center that would hold together ⬇ (edited) 5mo
BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 5/7) …the two halves.

I was fascinated by several passages in the second half that indicated a dual reality: “…when I looked back on his childhood, he [Xavier] was at once there but also not there.”
“I thought about my relationship with Xavier, when I looked back upon it, my memory was alarmingly inconsistent and full of gaps, so that I could not really say how it had been, at various stages of his life, his childhood and adolescence.”⬇
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BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 6/7) But again, the book seemed to lack the transitional piece that would have made sense of that dual reality or provided a frame for the disconnection and contradictory narratives. It seemed the author was relying on the reader to supply that, and while I respect that choice, it felt lazy to me to withhold it, expecting the reader to do the work of making the narrative hang together. ⬇ (edited) 5mo
BarbaraJean (Cont‘d - 7/7) To reference a future #CampLitsy25 book, my reaction to this book reminded me of Zelu‘s criticism of her students‘ work in Death of the Author! Now to read part 2 of the Camp Litsy discussion and hear everyone else‘s interpretations of this book…

@squirrelbrain @Megabooks @BarbaraBB
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BkClubCare Very nice commentary 👏 5mo
BarbaraJean (Cont'd 8/7 😂) And another thing! So many people have talked about an unreliable narrator here... and I disagree. I didn't feel the narrator was unreliable, but I felt that the *author* was unreliable. I think that's why this book was so frustrating to me. 5mo
BarbaraJean @BkClubCare Thank you!! I had a lot to say about a short book I didn't really enjoy... 😂 😂 5mo
AnnCrystal Thank you for this review, I've read mixed reviews, and I've been wondering about this one. 👏🏼☺️📚💝. 5mo
BkClubCare @BarbaraJean - I especially was struck by “better book for discussion than enjoyment”; good thing it was a camp book! 🏕️ 5mo
squirrelbrain I agree with @BkClubCare - a perfect description of this book. I enjoyed our discussions far more than the actual book itself! 5mo
CarolynM You make some excellent points. I enjoyed it anyway 😊 5mo
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Late to camp, starting my homework today 🤪 #CampLitsy25

Now if only I could get a skip-the-line copy of Wild Dark Shore…

BarbaraBB That would be great, WDS is so good! 6mo
squirrelbrain That‘s a long line - congrats on skipping! 6mo
Megabooks It‘s so frustrating when the library doesn‘t come through at the right time!! Enjoy Audition! 6mo
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A book of two parts where I loved each part individually. She writes beautifully, but I‘m not sure I understand their connectedness even reading all the comments from the #Camplitsy2025 discussions

I read her previous book and will read more of her in the future

Teresereading Great cover art 6mo
squirrelbrain At least you‘re one of the few people who enjoyed it! 6mo
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#camplitsy25

It‘s been a perplexing first fortnight at camp, hasn‘t it?!

That new girl, Katie, I think she‘s called, seems to think she‘s an actress and she has all sorts of stories to tell, but she changes her mind every few hours as well! Hopefully we can figure her out between us. 😜

Don‘t forget we‘re only tagging the first question each week, so scroll down for questions 2 and 3.

Looking forward to hearing your thoughts!

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CarolynM I don‘t have a direct answer to the question, but I thought the passage at the beginning of Part 2 about the transition scene in the play was interesting as a metaphor for changes in our lives. Understanding, even enjoying, the change as it happens sets us up to make the most of the new life. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead The book mentions a big scene in the middle of the play that the MC has to nail but struggles with, and that this is a transition between the first and second parts of the story. And structurally it feels like this is deliberately missing / not shown to us! The play she is acting in some ways reflects the actual book. 6mo
TrishB I think it‘s reflecting how we all play parts in real life- not just on stage 🤷‍♀️ 6mo
TheKidUpstairs Like @TrishB said, there are parallels between the roles played on stage, and the roles we play with different people in our life. In the second half, it felt like MCs various roles were collapsing in on each other. I also felt like comments in the first part about aging and memory and perception r were then reflected in the second part's fever dream - it felt like the nightmare of being thrust on stage, but you don't know the part or the lines... 6mo
BkClubCare @RaeLovesToRead EXCELLENT observation 6mo
TheKidUpstairs ... she was always trying to catch up to the story she found herself cast in, but was unsure of her role there. 6mo
BkClubCare The book uses the play and probably the Shakespeare quote “All life is but a stage” etc as inspiration of the ways to be a mother or NOT be a mother and every day the roles are unpredictable. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead @BkClubCare Also observe how I didn't actually answer the question 🤣🤣🤣 6mo
mcctrish Now that I read this quote/question again and I think of @Bookwormjillk ‘s dementia idea I think it can refer to what part of it all she remembered and could take with her on the stage each night. The parallel being her real life too. She‘s so unreliable and there is so much underlying in the text I‘m just 🤯 6mo
squirrelbrain @CarolynM @RaeLovesToRead @TrishB @TheKidUpstairs - I thought the fact that she had nailed the play in the second half, but then things started to go a bit awry was demonstrating that we can‘t always have it all. 6mo
GatheringBooks @RaeLovesToRead everything that you said about the scene MC struggles with & how it is metaphorical of the narrative. Love the question as it captures in essence the strangeness of the book, a strangeness that makes a bit of sense structurally, and the fact that we have an unreliable narrator here who shifted from being a flighty wife to a devoted-yet-hard-to-please mother in the transition phase. A case where story form matches characterization. 6mo
AmyG I question if there is a blurred line between the main character‘s acting on stage and living life. Does she live her actual life as if she is on a stage? Does she feel the need to get the “performance” in life correct as she does on the stage. I wonder if she can separate the actress from the person. 6mo
AmyG @TheKidUpstairs what you just said….as in the play and in her life she is unsure of her role. In the play, she can‘t quite grasp, or perfect, that one scene. But one cannot live life as if it‘s a scene in a play as life is a “living, changing thing” where a play is the same, over and over. In a play you have an opportunity every night to make it perfect. Life doesn‘t always offer that opportunity. You know what happens in a play…not in life. (edited) 6mo
vonnie862 I agree with many of you. The MC is unsure of her role in real life, so her life is a stage. Now, the idea of possible dementia did cross my mind. 6mo
kspenmoll I did not pick up on possible dementia but then she could be hallucinating if that is the case in the 2nd half. Agree with all regarding blurting of lines between a role on stage & her actual life- is she always acting? I like @GatheringBooks “ a case where story for matches characterization” Who is she? Does she even know? 6mo
BkClubCare @kspenmoll @GatheringBooks - great comments! She does NOT know who or how to be. 6mo
Susanita When they were in the elevator together I thought: What if Hana is a serial killer? But that would be a totally different book! 🤣 6mo
Deblovestoread Thanks @AmyG. I quickly read the second part last night before bed and my mind went so many places. I think you nailed it. 6mo
Meshell1313 Anyone else thinking of this: "All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players: They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts…” (edited) 6mo
Butterfinger @TrishB I had the same thought. There are so many roles I have to play, and each different "audience" has different expectations. Ms. Dayton, Tammy, Tammy Lynn (my parents), and my favorite role - momma. I also find there has to be a transition between each act. It's hard to go straight to mothering from teaching. 6mo
Butterfinger @TheKidUpstairs @AmyG I relate to the blurriness as well. Those quick moments of transition can make it seem that you have become insane. I think the dynamics of the small family of 3 changed when the woman arrived. The narrator became an observer, an audience member. She didn't know her role anymore. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @TheKidUpstairs I love this look on things. How she is always trying to catch up and figure out her role. The mirroring of herself and her characters self. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @RaeLovesToRead I have read and listened to a few of her interviews about this book and I think she would be elated at you not actually answering the question 😂 😂 she very much wanted people to go in for the idea of each part but just enjoy the ride and not find answers. 6mo
AmyG To add to what I said….in a play, you have many opportunities to “get it right”. Not so in life. In life, there are no auditions. Definition if audition: an interview for a particular role or job as a singer, actor, dancer, or musician, consisting of a practical demonstration of the candidate's suitability and skill. Did the MC have skill in acting, life or both? Was she suitable to be a Mom or not? (edited) 6mo
TheKidUpstairs @ChaoticMissAdventures your right, I think she'd love all the different interpretations people are offering here. It takes all to offer up a story that can be so open to ideas and interpretations and leaves so many questions, but its still so well crafted. I tip my proverbial hat to her! 6mo
squirrelbrain I agree with @Deblovestoread - I think you nailed it! @AmyG And I love your take on the title too. 6mo
squirrelbrain It‘s interesting that a few Littens thought of dementia, @vonnie862 - it hadn‘t even crossed my mind. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Susanita - it might have made for a better book! 🤣 6mo
squirrelbrain @Meshell1313 - I hadn‘t thought of that, but really it encapsulates the whole narrative, doesn‘t it? 6mo
Maggie4483 @Susanita I had the same thought! Or, that Hana and Xavier were scam artists and this book was going to take a weird, violent turn. 6mo
Maggie4483 I definitely agree that the MC is not sure of her place in life. And as a reformed theater kid, I can relate. People are always so surprised when I tell them that I did theater, because I am so shy. But if all my lines and stage directions (and the other characters' reactions) were laid out for me in life, I'd probably be a lot more talkative! 6mo
Maggie4483 I think she likely stays in the background until she knows the reaction she will get - like when she intentionally spilled the wine to get out of dinner.
Dementia didn't cross my mind, but mental illness did. Especially the way Tomas was always trying to protect her. Like going along with her delusion was safer than contradicting her.
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BookwormAHN I think @RaeLovesToRead called it. In the first half of the book it's mentioned that the playwright doesn't seem to like her character so she drastically changes her and it seems like that's what is going on in the MC's mind. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Maggie4483 - yes, it‘s easier to live another life that is written for you, than to live your own life where there is no script. 6mo
BarbaraBB I am getting more confused by each answer and I love it. I love your take on the story @RaeLovesToRead and I also think you nailed it @AmyG , explaining the title too. 6mo
BarbaraBB @Maggie4483 @vonnie862 @kspenmoll @mcctrish @Bookwormjillk I didn‘t think of dementia when I read it, although aging was definitely a theme, as we concluded last week. So I might have missed the signals. 6mo
BarbaraBB @Meshell1313 That‘s a great comparison. She must have thought of Shakespeare while writing this book! 6mo
BarbaraBB @Butterfinger @TrishB Her role as a mother felt so unnatural to me. More like acting if you will. I couldn‘t believe she really was Xavier‘s mother 6mo
Roary47 I like what @trishB and @TheKidUpstairs said about different roles. Our MC was trying to be a roommate, mom, wife, and owner of her home in the second part. @BkClubCare Your statement reminds me of a movie where we follow the life of the actress with and without being pregnant at a certain point in her life. That reflects what we all saw in each of these parts. @squirrelbrain I agree it does show we can‘t have everything line up perfectly. 6mo
Roary47 @Maggie4483 I thought about them being scam artists and thought it would end up with the “parents” getting a new place or moving out and leaving the house to them. I also like how you mention Tomas not contradicting really anyone. Like him giving the two food so they wouldn‘t take over the kitchen. I didn‘t pick up on dementia or mental illness, but after hearing it from everyone I can see it being a possibility. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Roary47 - so many roles that we all have to play, and there has to be a few that we‘re not very good at. 6mo
Megabooks @RaeLovesToRead @bkclubcare I kind of thought the same thing. I felt like she used the situations in her “real life“ re: Xavier and Tomas to work through the issues she had in the scene. I think that's why she gave Xavier so much credit in the second half. (Hope this makes sense!) 6mo
Megabooks @AmyG And does her blurring that line make her “phony“ or disingenuous. Idk why I go there with actors sometimes. Imposter syndrome must feel a bit different in that career!! 6mo
Megabooks @Susanita It felt to me that Anna and Hana in each of the halves were almost empty vehicles to drive interaction and conflict between the MC and Xavier. Hana did have that weird quality where it seemed she was haunting the apartment. Creepy! 6mo
AmyG @Megabooks Good point. I DID get feeling of disingenuousness about her. She was trying so hard to get it right…all the time. And at the end of part 2…you realize she got none of it right. 6mo
MeganAnn @BarbaraBB I also thought her as a mother felt unnatural to me. After the questions about Xavier in the first half, the second half felt like a role she was playing rather than a reality. To mimic the ways she talked about finding the character in the play, she also was trying to find the role of mother. I felt like the entire book was “auditions” if you will — she walked through life like it was one audition after another. 6mo
squirrelbrain Good thought about Anna @Megabooks - we‘ve hardly discussed her at all, but there was so much else to chew over! 6mo
Suet624 I'm very late to this conversation - had a protest and a town birthday party to go to. I did not get this book at all so I'm taking time trying to understand it through these comments. I'm glad the book was short because it just annoyed me. 6mo
Kitta @BarbaraBB @Bookwormjillk @vonnie862 @squirrelbrain The first thing I thought of reading this was dementia tbh. There‘s so many inconsistencies and her reactions don‘t make sense sometimes. What I thought after reading the end, was that the book was Xavier‘s work about his mother‘s failing memory. 6mo
Kitta Or maybe the audition is the first half, auditioning for the role of a mother, and the second half is what it would have been like if she hadn‘t had the abortion. Like different realities? I don‘t know. So many layers and so much to think about! 6mo
Kitta @Suet624 honestly me too, I didn‘t enjoy this one too much too. The style and unreliable narrator didn‘t appeal to me. I‘m glad it was short. 6mo
Suet624 @Kitta my personal opinion: Something about the state of the world is requiring that a book make sense because nothing else around me does. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 6mo
BarbaraBB @Suet624 I get that 😳 6mo
squirrelbrain @Suet624 @kitta - the comments certainly helped me to understand a bit more! (edited) 6mo
Kitta @Suet624 😂 well that‘s true to for me too. I enjoyed our discussion at least even if I didn‘t enjoy reading this. Excited for 6mo
Addison_Reads I'm late to this discussion. I just finished the book yesterday, and like others, I just wasn't a fan of this one. Everyone's thoughts here definitely help me understand a bit more about what may have been happening with the MC, but it still didn't change my opinion about the book. 😁 6mo
squirrelbrain 👋 Welcome to camp! @Addison_Reads - I agree, the comments certainly helped but they didn‘t change my mind, either. 6mo
Susanita Anne Bogel recommended it on a recent episode. I nearly spit out my coffee! But what she said about it made a lot of sense as a suggestion for this guest. https://overcast.fm/+AAKhJ7e66cQ 5mo
squirrelbrain Thanks @susanita! I‘m intrigued now - I‘ll have a listen when we get home from our camping trip. 5mo
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#camplitsy25

What does the author mean by a family being a shared delusion or a mutual construction? Do you agree with this concept?

What did you think of the familial relationships in the two parts - did they differ?

What about the MC‘s husband - what is his role in all of this? And let‘s not forget about Hana - what impact did she have on the story, and on the other characters?

RaeLovesToRead Through a shared desire (and a transition scene that takes place off stage) they agree to give it a go as a family through a mutual desire for it to be the truth. They decide to accept Xavier as their son and pretend that this is how it has always been. Obviously this turns out to be harder than expected and eventually the mask slips. 6mo
TrishB I thought it was a different reality. As in- this is what it could have been like. 6mo
BkClubCare @TrishB - me, too. Part 2 was just another what if strand of reality. Hana was almost a third act (part 3)! 6mo
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BkClubCare SO MUCH was going on in this slim book. I loved the writing style, just throwing it out there - maybe I didn‘t “get” or enjoy the story, the craft of telling it is amazing. (edited) 6mo
TheKidUpstairs I'm in the "alternate reality"/sliding doors camp with @TrishB and @BkClubCare - I also felt like these "alternate realities" were another metaphor for memory and aging, and that surreal feeling of knowing something's not quite right, but not knowing what. 6mo
peaKnit @BkClubCare 100% I didn‘t really get what the author may have meant but the style was good and the story was intriguing despite my own misconceptions. I may need to see sliding doors… (edited) 6mo
mcctrish @BkClubCare it is crazy how much is packed into this slim book - I know I missed half of it but I enjoyed it like you 6mo
AmyG I, too, thought of it as an alterate reality. And I view this as showing that memory and perception can dictate how a story plays out. In a play, the audience individually percieves what they view and makes judgements based on that. Same with life. Everyone‘s memories and perceptions are different …so the “life play” plays out differently for everyone. 6mo
squirrelbrain @mcctrish - I‘m seeing so many things that I missed just from these first few posts and ideas! 6mo
Reggie I agree with you @TrishB. I think that‘s why she kept meeting with him. I think she uses her skills as an actress to extrapolate what being a mother could have been like. And she has props from her real life. Like the scarf, and then like Rae mentioned there‘s the scene in the play she struggles with. That‘s used in talking about Xavier. There‘s a rift between them from him growing up but we don‘t know anything about it. 6mo
vonnie862 This was weird to me. I kept questioning if he really was her son and, if so, why deny it so much in the first half. 6mo
Reggie And the husband thing I think she made him into this guy to relieve the guilt of her cheating all those times. I know, I know, throw the tomatoes at me. When she says that line about it would be him to be the one that always leave, I was like, the guy who has the this is your baby as a fruit app guy?!!!!!Hana was a cheap device because I think as an insecure woman this actress couldn‘t think of any other way to create drama than to have herself go 6mo
Reggie against a younger woman. And that‘s why I felt a little let down in that last quarter. 6mo
JamieArc At first I saw it as a Sliding Doors thing (and that‘s one of my fave films from the 90s!). And then I thought of it the other way around- they take him in as their “son,” as if this had been their family all along. And with that, she got to reconstruct her history to be what she wanted, including erasing the affairs. 6mo
JamieArc But I kept thinking about “the grass actually isn‘t greener on the other side.” 6mo
JamieArc I think this quote speaks really well to the unraveling. Their shared delusion falls apart after Hana arrives and the MC comes home to find them playing their “game,” of which she‘s not a part. 6mo
squirrelbrain @reggie - the husband thing was a bit odd. Clearly we were only seeing him from her perspective but she didn‘t seem to like him in either of her ‘lives‘. I‘m also not sure how he advanced the story. And I agree with you about Hana too - rather a cop-out. 6mo
Susanita I think @RaeLovesToRead makes a good point. They‘re all pretending to live the life they might have lived if Xavier was really her son. That kinda worked…until it didn‘t. 6mo
Meshell1313 I keep asking myself about the role of the husband. Does the story even need him? Why is he participating in her delusions? 6mo
Deblovestoread At first it was alternate reality or parallel universe and reading the author‘s interview that @ChaoticMissAdventures posted helped with that a bit. Or maybe the whole second part was a set up and it became Xavier‘s play or maybe it was just weird, messy life. I am all over the place with this one. 6mo
Butterfinger I'm thinking of the quote - life imitates art - or vice versa. Why was she so worried about perceptions of age gaps? I read it as the narrator wrote a play - in her reality, the son is leaving, bringing home a girl who might replace her as the son's number one woman, so she uses writing as therapy. The 2 acts are happening at the same time. She wants the admiration of her son back, so she made up a character based on him. 6mo
Butterfinger Shared delusion or Mutual construction??? Most families don't want to admit the problems they have. They sweep it under the rug and become offended at the word "dysfunctional." So the narrator and her husband pretend everything is alright when they should all be in therapy. If the narrator is suffering from dementia, the husband and son may construct a reality to keep the narrator calm. Hana could have been a nurse. I don't know what I am saying. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @BkClubCare I took the book in 3 parts also. beginning where she meets X, middle different reality where she has always known X, and then the end where the girlfriend comes in and makes thing real weird (I enjoyed it so weird is not derogatory here) 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @Deblovestoread I am glad the article was helpful to you too! I read a couple this week to really understand the book better. And I think most people are getting what she was trying to do, she was pretty clear she wanted both halves of the book to be mirrors (fun house maybe?) to each other, they were not supposed to flow together. Which I think is interesting and not something we see in traditional writing so can be jarring to many. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @JamieArc I really like this idea, of her reconstructing history, that is not a lens I have heard it viewed from. I think that is great way to look at it. She she at first fights to bring him home and then things still go awry. 6mo
Ruthiella I am really enjoying the discussion and the different ways of perceiving the novel. It just occurred to me that I might have a completely different take on it if the two parts were reversed in order. 🤯 6mo
squirrelbrain @JamieArc - one of my favourite films too! And I always love a ‘sliding doors‘ type narrative, but this one was *too* confusing. 6mo
squirrelbrain @ChaoticMissAdventures @Deblovestoread - I read a few interviews with the author too but I found her to be just as opaque in those as she was in the book. 🤷‍♀️ 6mo
squirrelbrain @Butterfinger - I get what you‘re saying! 😊 I like the idea that she‘s craving the admiration of her son after he ‘replaced‘ her with someone else. 6mo
Maggie4483 I didn't even consider the alternate reality/“Sliding Doors“ possibility. I think I might have enjoyed it more if I had read it from that viewpoint. 😆
I really thought she started pretending that X really was her son, and let the fantasy get away from her until it turned into delusion. X & T both knew she was delusional, and went along with it - T because he didn't want to upset her, and X because it served his needs. (1/2)
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Maggie4483 (2/2) I know a lot of you saw the introduction of Hana as a cop out, but I saw her as a necessary foil to break the delusion. Blinded by love, Xavier couldn't help but drop the act, which in turn made the MC realize that things weren't what they seemed.

(I may be completely wrong about all of this - I was pretty confused throughout the whole book).
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BookwormAHN I was so confused and thought at first it was an alternative reality thing but her weird idea to seemingly rewrite their lives was so confusing that I was glad Hana showed up. 6mo
peaKnit I read it as though it were two separate stories, same characters with different roles like American Horror Story. (edited) 6mo
squirrelbrain But then things with Hana got *really* weird 🤷‍♀️ @BookwormAHN 6mo
BarbaraBB I didn‘t think of an alternate reality, but kept thinking of acting. She felt so unnatural in her role as a mother. Might have to do with the scene @RaeLovesToRead had been mentioning. 6mo
BarbaraBB @Ruthiella That‘s so true and yet they could have been reversed just as easily I think. I‘d be just as confused! 6mo
BarbaraBB @Meshell1313 I‘ve been wondering that too. He has no ‘role‘ whatsoever. It even crossed my mind she made him up. They don‘t even greet one another when meeting in the first half. Did he even come into the restaurant? 6mo
Roary47 @TrishB @BkClubCare @AmyG I agree with it being an alternate reality. I mentioned a movie that explored having a baby and not having a baby. This felt like that, because Part 1 no way she never had a baby and part 2 she mentioned Xavier when he was younger involving his room. I also like what @Deblovestoread mentioned with it being the “son‘s” play. If she was experiencing mental health issues like dementia, and her husband clung to having a kid 6mo
Roary47 @Butterfinger I like this thought with having a second chance even if it wasn‘t really her son. I like the idea of father and son making a story for her and Hana actually being her nurse. I did not like Hana, but if you are struggling with your brain functioning properly then yeah I guess they could turn into someone that is too in your business. 6mo
Megabooks @RaeLovesToRead This is such a great reading of it! I didn't think of it this way at all, but it makes a lot of sense! 6mo
Megabooks @TrishB And I feel that the Sliding Doors thing is how it has been handled in other books I've read where it seems that one is “real“ and the other is “speculative,“ but I feel like Kitamura takes it farther into the realm of questioning reality than other more surface books like The Other Side of Now, which I'm reading this weekend. @bkclubcare @thekidupstairs @peaknit @mcctrish @AmyG @reggie 6mo
Megabooks @vonnie862 I found it weird, too. Almost like “the lady doth protest too much“. 6mo
Megabooks @Butterfinger I just totally didn't see the dementia angle, but her reaction to Hana does seem to make sense in the realm of what I know about how older people with dementia react to new nursing staff in their lives. Sometimes it's a bit harder if you introduce home care later in the course of the illness. 6mo
BkClubCare VERY interesting comment about Anna in part 1 contrasting with the Hana dynamic in part 2. Both took X‘s focus away from Mom. 6mo
Well-ReadNeck I thought of the shared aspect as sort of an improve exercise: all the participants say yes! … and! The husband, I think played the role the best. He accepted his role and accepted all the new ideas thrown out by Xavier (even Hana). The MC was along for the ride but, eventually, I think it didn‘t serve her and she put and end to it (hence it‘s a failed audition). 6mo
squirrelbrain @Well-ReadNeck - another great idea that I hadn‘t thought of - improv! 6mo
GatheringBooks @BkClubCare i agree about the form of the story being challenging - but yes agree 100 percent that the literary craftsmanship is superb. I may not be fully invested in any of them but it was fully absorbing nonetheless. 6mo
GatheringBooks @Reggie reggieeeeee!!! I miss you and love reading your thoughts here. I know what you mean about this wanton woman (lols) throwing the husband under the bus - but then again guys are just always so predictable, like seriously, and the author could have also been threading that needle, how men are so easy - and women are slightly more complicated - so much so that we have two versions: hana and MC who are both unfathomable. 6mo
GatheringBooks Great question and such fascinating answers. Having lived with my mother who has dementia, this never occurred to me at all. MC was lucid throughout - the clarity in her mind is startling and piercing, even. I am more with the sliding doors thing of @JamieArc - an alternate reality where the author cleverly reached into the “stage” of the book, rearranged the roles, said “action!” I thought the experimental aspect was risky yet it worked for me (edited) 6mo
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#camplitsy25

And, for our final question for this book and, as many of you have put in your reviews, WTF is going on?!

I know many of you have questions, so here‘s your opportunity and, hopefully, *someone* will have answers!

Here‘s a couple of questions from me to get us started:

Is one half real, the other fiction?
Is this meta-fiction?

Thanks for all your input and comments on this challenging book! 🏕️

Soubhiville From the reviews, I don‘t feel I‘ve missed much by having to skip this one. I am looking forward to reading everyone‘s responses later, to see if anyone thinks they‘ve figured this book out! 6mo
Bookwormjillk I'm going to answer this one first. I liked this book even though I didn't understand it. I've been thinking about it all week.

One of the things I was really confused about was the ages of the MC and Xavier. At first I guessed she was maybe early/mid 50's and Xavier was around 23-25. But in the second half she read a lot older. I began to think that she had dementia, and that the first part of the book was before she was diagnosed. (1/2)
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Bookwormjillk (2/2) The second part I thought was after she was diagnosed and Xavier and husband were trying to take care of her but had been so used to living off her acting paychecks their whole lives they weren't doing a good job. So they had to bring in Hana.

The whole book was scary to me. Like at any moment something can happen to you and no matter how successful you are you'll have to depend on others.

Can't wait to hear how others interpreted it!
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CarolynM My theory is Part 1 is basically true. The advent of Xavier makes the MC revisit her feelings about her pregnancies and Part 2 is her thinking about what life would have been like if she‘d had either child, which she is projecting over the reality of Xavier taking advantage of her by moving in. Or it‘s 2 versions of the same person one childless, one with a child. In Part 1 she‘s angsty about her age/appearance, sexual politics, work stuff ⬇️ (edited) 6mo
RaeLovesToRead I've written a detailed rundown on Goodreads - I'll try and summarise... Part One is reality and Part Two is an agreement between the characters to live as if Xavier is really their son, motivated by mutual desire for it to be the truth. Initially it fulfils a deep need for all the characters and the arrangement seems to be working, but as it goes on the mask starts to slip and Xavier's presence in their life becomes less of a positive. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead As @The_Book_Ninja phrased it on my Litsy review "Xavier failed his Audition" 6mo
RaeLovesToRead I do feel like the book made sense to me. I didn't feel confused. Once it tilts and is revealed that Part Two is "acting" all the inconsistencies fell into place for me. 6mo
CarolynM ⬆️ In part 2 the angst is about things like which parent does the child want approval from, is the child meeting expectations or slacking off, how does the child‘s partner fit into the family dynamic? 6mo
CarolynM @RaeLovesToRead I like your idea too. 6mo
mcctrish Ooo @Bookwormjillk @RaeLovesToRead both of these make sense of this book and I love the comment that Xavier failed his audition because he totally did - felt like he was a grifter 6mo
TrishB When I started the second part I just thought- oh this is one of those clever books we‘re all supposed to be philosophical about now….I struggle enjoying books that have no likeable characters and no plot. 6mo
Oryx My interpretation was the same as @RaeLovesToRead 's - it was an agreement to act like they had always been a family. And then it fell apart. 6mo
Oryx I'm still so confused about what age they are meant to be though? They read 60s/70s to me. But that doesn't fit. 6mo
Bookwormjillk @RaeLovesToRead good theory! Makes the title make sense. 6mo
BkClubCare I, too, want to answer this question first. I can‘t find my original thoughts (WHERE OH WHERE did I write that?! Anyway, I now think it is alternate realities, those aligning threads but not, where part 1 she didn‘t have a child and how that affected her marriage and her career and the part 2 if she did have Xavier and how it affects her life. I know I am stating the obvious, but to me, it was her stories to herself and not being able 1/? (edited) 6mo
BkClubCare To reconcile her feelings and hopes for self actualization and happiness. It is working through all her feelings about motherhood and being a wife while having a career. All delusions, all shifting with each time on stage even while playing the same part. I am liking the story (stories?) more with distance. 2/2 6mo
BkClubCare @RaeLovesToRead - yes! Love this! “Xavier failed the audition.” 😂 as did the MC for role of “mother”. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead @mcctrish @BkClubCare I can't take credit for the Xavier failed his audition wording - that was @The_Book_Ninja 😄 6mo
RaeLovesToRead But yeah, I'm pretty cemented in my view of what I thought was meant to be going on. Love hearing the other interpretations though! 6mo
squirrelbrain @Soubhiville - it was certainly a challenging book for sure, and I‘m not sure if anyone actually enjoyed it. 😬 6mo
TheKidUpstairs Like @Bookwormjillk I saw a lot of themes and ideas of aging and dementia, and also the vulnerabilities and potential for abuse in these situations. But not in a straightforward narrative way, I read the two parts as alternate realities as an allegory for dementia, combined with a metaphor for the roles we play. I'm not sure if I'm explaining my thoughts well - this book definitely sent them into a spiral! 6mo
squirrelbrain @Bookwormjillk - that‘s really interesting and something that hadn‘t even crossed my mind. 🤔 So, in her confused mind Hana is bossing Tomas around when, really, she feels bossed around by Hana, maybe? 6mo
TheKidUpstairs @squirrelbrain @soubhiville I really enjoyed it! But I was definitely in the right place for a mind twisting, not really sure what's going on, read. I totally get how people didn't like it as much as I did! 6mo
squirrelbrain I really like these theories / this theory @CarolynM @BkClubCare (I think you‘re both agreeing?!). In the second part her play is a success (because of her) and it almost feels like she‘s asking the question ‘Can women actually have it all?‘. With the answer being, yes, but you still have worries and are not necessarily happy with having it all. 6mo
mcctrish @Bookwormjillk your dementia idea is making it make sense to me more when I think back to the first part when I kept thinking her husband was following her because of infidelity but maybe he was just checking on her - early stages dementia you are fine in familiar settings - and how I felt she wasn‘t using all her words ( explaining all her thoughts/moods/ideas/situations ) thereby creating unnecessary confusion/conflict (edited) 6mo
squirrelbrain Hmm, I‘m not so sure @RaeLovesToRead @oryx 🤔 There‘s a line near the start of part 2 where the MC talks about the negotiations between Anne, X and her. She says ‘It was not possible to occlude the reality of my relationship with X, the affinities and understandings built over a lifetime.‘ If X isn‘t her son and they have an agreement to act as if he was, she wouldn‘t have said this. 6mo
squirrelbrain @TheKidUpstairs - I definitely saw the aging allegories but didn‘t think to take it as far as dementia, as you and @bookwormjillk did. It‘s fascinating how we can all come up with different theories or, in some cases, the same theory! 6mo
jenniferw88 I enjoyed it. However, I have a different interpretation. I think Xavier is her son, and the first part and most of part two is a dress rehearsal of the play he wrote (based on real people they know), up until the fictional play run's end. Then the rest of it is discussing the performances and him saying "Mum, look, this is basically you". 6mo
jenniferw88 I also like @Bookwormjillk 's idea about dementia though! 6mo
mcctrish @jenniferw88 I‘m starting to think, going with the dementia theory, that Xavier is her son and she‘s forgotten him and like you said he‘s come back and he and his dad are trying to provide some support so she can keep living her life a bit on her terms 6mo
Bookwormjillk @squirrelbrain yes, and I think in that weird hide and seek scene they were actually looking for MC. 6mo
Bookwormjillk Maybe this is one of those books that can be about whatever you‘re going through at the moment. We‘re dealing with dementia in our family right now and the dreamy everyone is out to get me feel really reminded me of our relative. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead @squirrelbrain I don't necessarily agree because she is speaking through the lens of their shared deliberate "delusion". There was always going to be some baggage when it came to Xavier because he became known to Anne through his turning up and seeking out the MC. All of her internal narrative is obfuscating, jumbled and incorporating both versions of reality - their new arrangement overlaying the reality. So I think it still fits. 6mo
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AmyG I questioned whether part 2 is actually her (perhaps) fantasizing “finding” her son as an adult? At the end of part 2 she did ‘t seem as the wonderful Mom she thought herself to be. What if the entire past of raising him was skipped and he came into the story as her son? A rewrite of the play? I am thinking I liked this book way more than I thought I did because I have thought so much about the story. 6mo
AmyG @Bookwormjillk I keep thinking this book has much to do with the audience perception or what you say….bringing into it each individual person‘s “stuff”. We all percieve things differently based on our life, emotions, beliefs etc. We can‘t control a situation, only ourselves. So….this story will be percieved differently by each person reading it. Same as a play. @jenniferw88 very interesting interpretation. (edited) 6mo
vonnie862 I'm going to be honest, I have no idea. 6mo
squirrelbrain @jenniferw88 - I really like that interpretation. Although it hurts my brain a bit to try to re-frame it in that way, and I‘m definitely not going for a re-read! 6mo
JenReadsAlot @vonnie862 Same! Loving reading everyone's thoughts. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Bookwormjillk - I‘d forgotten about that scene, as it didn‘t seem to fit with the rest of the book for me. I wonder if it was actually her playing hide and seek with her own memories, trying to find them? There was a sense of menace about it - it certainly wasn‘t a children‘s game they were playing. 6mo
squirrelbrain I really like this idea of everyone bringing their own perceptions @AmyG - and we‘re certainly demonstrating that here! 😝 6mo
Bookwormjillk @squirrelbrain yes very confusing and menacing at the same time 6mo
JamieArc @AmyG I like that idea too, about the audience perception. I can picture the author excited to see what all the readers think it is about. 6mo
JamieArc @Bookwormjillk I‘m glad you brought in that scene, and your interpretation is interesting. I could NOT figure it out. I was worried it was going to go into some weird sexual direction, especially with earlier subtle comments about the husband and Hana. 6mo
Susanita @TrishB Yes! I just kept thinking I didn‘t get it. Even once I just accepted it was two different stories! Also, it‘s another book in which the characters don‘t talk to each other! 🤦🏻‍♀️ 6mo
BkClubCare @squirrelbrain right? I keep wondering if…. If I hadn‘t read the book, and then read all these comments, would I want to read the book?🤣 because it really is twisty. (Will not be rereading it.) 6mo
Jas16 Like @CarolynM I thought the 2nd part was her imagining if Xavier was her child. At first it seems rosy in her mind thinking they would have a close relationship but then her vision keeps shifting as all of her doubts about herself as a mother creep in and the possible family dynamics that would no longer have her at the center. Her thoughts keep spiraling until they flare into the over the top ending. But now seeing everyone else‘s thoughts… 6mo
Meshell1313 I love reading everyone‘s theories! It‘s fun trying to interpret this unreliable narrator to figure out what is true and untrue and I think that‘s the whole point. There‘s def a message here about a woman‘s internal monologue and fulfilling these roles society places on us. 6mo
Deblovestoread I didn‘t get dementia at all but could see where it can be viewed that way. It is so ambiguous that each reader is going to come away with a different idea of wtf actually happened and I think that was the point. 6mo
Butterfinger I wish we could ask the author. I had forgotten about the hide and seek between Hana and the husband. It does show the insecure feelings of the narrator. Someone is trying to replace her. I think Hana is the one auditioning, in the narrator's mind, at least. I wonder if we will see this on next year's ToB. I have enjoyed reading everyone's thoughts and theories. Where our minds go to make sense of what we don't understand. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @Bookwormjillk just a question, do you think she read a lot older because she is shown as a more stable mother? I think often times we view women who do not have children a bit younger than those who do. I question this often in literature that compares mothers to child free women.. Just curious as I didnt' see her older in the second half, though there is a bit of time that goes by since we know that X has been working w/ Ann for a bit. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @RaeLovesToRead I really like this take of the parts, and how the mask slips as the actions become more and more fever dream. I like this take because then you can get the feeling at the end when she removes Hana from the home she is again taking control. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @mcctrish agree, through-out the book I felt Xavier was a grifter. Each reality he was scamming for something. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @squirrelbrain I am going to be the extreme outlier this month. I really enjoyed this one and I absolutely hated the next one we will talk about which everyone seems to adore so far 😂 I still am enjoying everyone's takes here though! 6mo
Ruthiella My interpretation was the same as @Jas16 and @CarolynM . It‘s so interesting to think now about other interpretations. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @squirrelbrain the “can we have it all“ question is a great one. Through that lens looking at Hana it could feel like she is saying even if you work to have it all there will be outside forces that come in that you cannot control. 6mo
Bookwormjillk @Butterfinger I really do wish we could ask the author. I wonder if she‘s reading all the speculation. @ChaoticMissAdventures I‘m not sure but I think it was because in the second part she seemed somehow more fragile and at the very end of her career. I agree Xavier is a grifter no matter what this book meant. 6mo
Lesliereadsalot Having read all the comments, here‘s my take on the narrator. In the first half we see her as she wants to be seen: a recognizable actress, a husband who loves her, no children. Then Xavier appears, giving her something to think about outside of herself, what might have been. Then we segue to the second half: who she really is. She can‘t control her son or her husband. They‘re going to be who they‘re going to be and she has no power. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead @ChaoticMissAdventures Yeah, the scenes do get very fever dream and exaggerated at the end and that's when it all comes back to reality. The way I saw it was she comes back in and they're all a bit giddy - like a drunken party where everyone takes things a bit too far - and she thinks her husband is groping Hana and it breaks the spell and she's like "RIGHT THAT'S IT. Show's over, guys." 6mo
squirrelbrain @Jas16 - I‘m definitely drawn most to @CarolynM ‘s interpretation, although all of the others are just as feasible. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Meshell1313 - it‘s so good to see all the theories isn‘t it?! It‘s great that a book most of us disliked has engendered so much discussion and I‘m starting to like it more now I understand it a bit more. 6mo
squirrelbrain Oh, great thought about Hana being the one doing the audition! @Butterfinger (edited) 6mo
squirrelbrain @ChaoticMissAdventures - I didn‘t see her as older in the second part either, which is why the dementia angle hadn‘t crossed my mind. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Lesliereadsalot - so you think Xavier is actually her son, but in the first half she prefers to be known as childless? I wonder if that‘s why Tomas is such an insignificant, almost ghostly figure in the first half too? She wants to be the most important person in the room. 6mo
Oryx @RaeLovesToRead @squirrelbrain replying to the convo in the thread above, I don't think it matters so much what she says, it can all be part of her act. Although the other theories are interesting. I'm not sure I'm clever enough for this book (and so my reaction is to not like it 😁). 6mo
Maggie4483 @mcctrish Whoa! That is interesting! And that might explain when Hana talks about their “reconciliation,“ and the MC says “there was never any reconciliation, because there was never any rupture.“ Maybe they WERE estranged, and that's why she thinks she never had a child, until he comes back. 6mo
Lesliereadsalot Yes, I think she doesn‘t want to be known as “mother”. She wants the world to be about her and her alone. How dare Xavier think he can insert himself into her perfect world. In the second half, her son bugs her, her husband bugs her, her life in general bugs her. The first half is her dream life, no longer attainable. 6mo
Maggie4483 I'm so thankful for this discussion - if I had just read it on my own, I would have convinced myself that I wasn't smart enough to understand it. I mean...I still may not be, but I feel a little better knowing that it was intentionally written to be open to interpretation. Several people have used the term “fever dream,“ and that's definitely what this felt like. In some cases, I like that style of writing, but here...not so much. 6mo
BookwormAHN I agree with @Lesliereadsalot But I also wonder if their is some dementia or if Xavier is Tomas' since in some of the earlier scenes he was checking up on her and worried if she was having another affair. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Oryx - I‘ve found all the theories really enlightening, and I‘m starting to like the book more as a result. 6mo
squirrelbrain @Maggie4483 - I agree - I knew when I read the book and didn‘t understand it, that Littens always have great ideas and would help me out. 😜 6mo
squirrelbrain @Lesliereadsalot - that makes a lot of sense! I wonder if the two parts could be reversed. The first part is *after* she kicks him out, he‘s returned but she doesn‘t ‘know‘ him any more. 6mo
BarbaraBB @BkClubCare I felt that too, that she failed the audition for the role of mother! 6mo
BarbaraBB @Bookwormjillk I get your take on it and the dementia, now that you explain it. Hana might even have been a caregiver. I also think it‘s quite interesting what @jenniferw88 and @mcctrish add to your theory. I am so confused, especially when dealing irl with my mother‘s dementia and not recognizing aspects of it in the mc! (edited) 6mo
BarbaraBB Mostly our discussions are so enlightening but this one makes me even more confused. So many wise things said above could have been true!! Based on the interview with the author that @ChaoticMissAdventures shared earlier, I think she would be proud of us and all our interpretations of the story! (edited) 6mo
Roary47 @CarolynM I like that idea that she didn‘t have two kids, and there were two “kids” in the house the second time. I was on the same thought that it was two realities like @BkClubCare one with a child one without. I also like @RaeLovesToRead thoughts that X was acting as son. I also like the idea of women can have it all with reservations. @squirrelbrain I‘m so glad I was in this discussion it helped bring my thoughts to light and see others. 6mo
Roary47 Another thought I had: Xavier and Hana were con artists who were using MC and T to gain the home. Like anyone who uses an elderly person to gain access to their money, bank account, or identity. Weaseling their way into the home and taking over. Even getting T to be their butler for a bit. The dementia thoughts would have helped them do it. After this discussion I also enjoyed this book more, but wouldn‘t read it again. 😅 6mo
squirrelbrain I like that there are so many different options and ideas! @BarbaraBB 6mo
squirrelbrain It‘s been such a good discussion, hasn‘t it?! @roary47 6mo
BkClubCare @squirrelbrain - excellent discussion!! 🌟 6mo
Megabooks @Bookwormjillk Have you ever read We Spread by Iain Reid? The horror aspects of dealing with dementia were handled in an interesting way in that book. I think there is something truly unsettling about losing one's grip on reality that way. I wonder how the mind does reconcile it?? @bookwormjillK @thekidupstairs @mcctrish @JenniferW88 6mo
Megabooks My initial thought, and I don't think I've seen anyone say this, was that she was using this imagination of life with Xavier as a way to break through the acting block she had in the first half. Maybe she had to see herself in a different situation to access those emotions. 6mo
Megabooks @RaeLovesToRead That's really interesting and an interpretation that I didn't think of. But then I wonder why late middle age to older adults would agree to have a child at that point? It seems awfully late to try to take one on.

@oryx were they always a family and if so, why was he estranged in the first half?

Excellent quip @the_book_ninja!!
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mcctrish @Megabooks I‘m going to check that out - my mom had Lewy Body Dementia and it was awful 6mo
MeganAnn @Lesliereadsalot I like your take! The first half seemed like she was playing the role of a recognizable actress when she wasn‘t on stage playing the role of the character. The second half felt like she was playing the role of mother & wife, but losing control of everything as her son and husband sort of take over. And every time she mentioned her work on the play I got the sense that she was playing a role as much in real life as she was at work. 6mo
MeganAnn So many excellent thoughts and ideas here! I kept going back to the title of the book when trying to make sense of it. That along with the mentions of her work in the play and the way she speaks about it felt like she sees these parts of her life as roles to play just as much as the ones she is hired for. Each scene of her life is an audition and she is finding the character she wants to play in that scene. (1/2) 6mo
Bookwormjillk @Megabooks I have not. Thanks for the rec! 6mo
MeganAnn At the beginning she plays the role of a recognizable actress about town. In the second part the role of mother is a bit harder to nail down. She cannot control or completely predict what Tomas or Xavier are going to do and is trying to react to them as a mother should for the part, but it feels a bit unnatural. And then she completely loses control when Hana shows up and the whole things goes sideways. 6mo
squirrelbrain I agree @MeganAnn - we had so many great ideas and theories - it‘s difficult to pick just one, but I think that‘s what the author intended. 6mo
Kitta I thought that she had dementia and that the novel is actually Xavier‘s play, voicing what he thinks she‘s thinking and going through. The play she was acting in at the beginning was the inspiration for him to write this. I think there was a rupture in their relationship and he‘s trying to reconnect with her in a medium she understands. That he is her son and she‘s already forgotten him in part one, so he moves in and she regains some memories. 6mo
Kitta But I‘m not sure 🤷🏻‍♀️ it‘s a confusing one. 6mo
Well-ReadNeck I really liked this book and have recommended it to a few folks who I think would really roll with how completely banana pants it is 🍌👖 6mo
Well-ReadNeck I got the creeps from Xavier at the beginning because I thought he was gaslighting her (I mean she knows if she had a kid or not and I presumed she was a reliable narrator). But, maybe he was just proposing a “mutually beneficial” scenario that they “auditioned” in the second half. The vibes reminded me a ton of an old Will Smith movie from the early 90‘s(I think) I believe it was called Six Degrees of Separation. 6mo
squirrelbrain You‘re one of the few to like it! 😬 @Well-ReadNeck 6mo
Christine Such a great conversation! I think @megabooks comes closest to my interpretation of what it was all about. At the same time, I didn‘t really think about what it was all about too much, I just enjoyed the ride! 🤣 6mo
GatheringBooks Our college kid graduated over the weekend here in seattle so am late to this party. @RaeLovesToRead loved your use of the word “tilt” because it IS tilting the story on its axis where everything turned surreal, postmodern & choose-your-own-adventure-y vibe, where parallel realities converge & the reader gets to choose/decide which narrative we lean towards. As @TrishB said, it may be too clever for its own good & risks alienating the reader. 6mo
GatheringBooks I think everything we just read is the story that Xavier wrote. Well done, Xavier. You have managed to flummox Litsy book-brethren. 6mo
RaeLovesToRead @GatheringBooks Thanks 🥰 I loved the book in all it's surreal, postmodern weirdness! 6mo
squirrelbrain Lol @GatheringBooks - it takes a lot to flummox *all* the Litsy folk! 6mo
ImperfectCJ I'm finally getting to this discussion waaay after everyone else, but did anyone address why the play changed titles between Part 1 and Part 2? It was "The Opposite Shore" in Part 1 and "Rivers" in Part 2. Or am I missing something? (Quite probable.) 5mo
squirrelbrain @ImperfectCJ - welcome to your Audition! 😝 No, I don‘t think we actually addressed that - just another confusing plot point! But interesting that one has opposite in the title and the other is rivers, plural….. I don‘t think I‘m clever enough to figure it out though…. 5mo
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CarolynM
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Pickpick

I agree this is an odd book, but I enjoyed it. I have an idea about what I think it‘s doing. I‘m looking forward to seeing what the campers think. #CampLitsy25

charl08 Intrigued by this one, looking forward to getting to read it. 6mo
CarolynM For future reference, my take is that Part I is her reality - childlessness- Part 2 is her fantasy of what life might have been like if either of her pregnancies had been carried to term superimposed over the reality of Xavier taking advantage of her & Tomas by moving himself and his girlfriend in 6mo
squirrelbrain Ohhhhh, great idea Carolyn! Looking forward to hearing your thoughts on the rest of the book. 6mo
Ruthiella I read it the way you did Carolyn. @RaeLovesToRead did too. I am really enjoying other interpretations. 6mo
BarbaraBB I am with you on this take of the book. The other interpretations in the discussion could have been just as true however in my opinion. So confusing 😀 6mo
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ImperfectCJ
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We're having some good times this trip, but I'm looking forward to the next phase of the journey, which will be away from the older generation for a bit. I'm grateful to be able to visit with them, but every time I open my book, they want to talk about something else. I am accustomed to more quiet time than this.

Photo: Red squirrel having a snack in Summit County, Ohio.

Bookwormjillk Summit County! Woo!

Hope you get some quiet time soon. I have an elder who every time I open a book says “Do you really like reading?“
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Susanita Oof. 🤦🏻‍♀️ 6mo
BarbaraBB Beautiful photo. I know what you mean and will have some you time soon! 6mo
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ImperfectCJ @Bookwormjillk We get a little of that, but it's more just talking like I'm not reading at all, like, "Hey, do remember Kurt that I worked with 25 years ago? He drove a Chevy Malibu and went to the Lutheran church across town? We met him randomly at a euchre tournament in Florida 10 years ago. His daughter is a pharmacist and she has this pet pug..." 6mo
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kspenmoll
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I finished Audition.
I am perplexed. Baffled. What just transpired? Parallel Universes?
#Camplitsy25

IriDas That sounds like a few of the reviews I‘ve read. 6mo
kspenmoll @IriDas Now that I am finished, I will let myself read some reviews! I did not want to have any preconceived notions before I read this. 6mo
Graciouswarriorlibrarian I wondered that too. 6mo
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RaeLovesToRead My take was different! I wrote a whole big spiel on Goodreads if you wanna compare notes! 6mo
kspenmoll @RaeLovesToRead Would love to read it! 6mo
BarbaraBB An act in a play? I really can‘t say 😂 6mo
squirrelbrain I‘m hoping we get enlightened at the weekend! 😝 6mo
youneverarrived Haha my thoughts exactly 6mo
RaeLovesToRead I can't link to the review for some reason, but my GR is: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/35995783-rae 6mo
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CogsOfEncouragement
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All done and ready to discuss with other campers.

#CampLitsy25

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Kitta
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Panpan

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First #Camplitsy25 book is not a pick for me unfortunately!

I don‘t like reading things with unreliable narrators where you don‘t quite understand what is happening, and I get that the book mirrors the play, but it doesn‘t really rescue this for me. I‘m left with too many questions unanswered. Maybe I just didn‘t “get” it and the discussion will change my mind.

#camplitsy

BarbaraBB You‘re not alone on this. Hopefully the discussion will shine some light on what the book is about! 6mo
Karisa My hold still hasn‘t come in on this one. Might just pass after reading what many have said in it😬 6mo
Kitta @Karisa if you don‘t mind spoilers maybe join in on the discussion and see what people say there? I think it‘s definitely divisive. Some people love it, it‘s just not for me. 6mo
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ChaoticMissAdventures
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I am thinking about this book, and what our conversation on Saturday will look like, and there is an NPR interview with Kitamura that is super interesting. She talks about how she wants the 2 halves of the story to sit along side each other, and the idea of this image comes up.

Is it a rabbit or a duck?

NPR article here: https://www.npr.org/2025/04/16/nx-s1-5243214/katie-kitamura-says-a-solution-is-n...

BarbaraBB Thanks, that is a very interesting interview indeed! 6mo
dabbe I see both! 🤩 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures @dabbe me too! I can't help but always see both. Have you seen the old and young lady one? I usually see the young lady first but then quickly see both and cannot unsee either. 6mo
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ChaoticMissAdventures @BarbaraBB I thought so! I know a lot of people in #Camplitsy25 are struggling with "the point" or trying to reconcile the 2 halves and this really helped me look at it a different way. 6mo
dabbe @ChaoticMissAdventures I know exactly which one you're talking about! The line is either the young lady's necklace or the older lady's mouth! 6mo
BarbaraBB I am also a bit disappointed that there‘s no real answer to all my questions! (edited) 6mo
Kitta Thanks for posting this! 6mo
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julieclair
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Mehso-so

I am not smart enough to understand this book. Looking forward to the #CampLitsy25 discussion on Saturday, hoping for some enlightenment. Or at least some commiseration, lol. 🤪😳😵‍💫

CBee I couldn‘t keep reading. Couldn‘t concentrate and it didn‘t seem to have a point so, DNF for me 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♀️ 6mo
BarbaraBB I didn‘t get it either! 6mo
squirrelbrain I think we‘re *all* hoping that someone will know wha5 was going on! 6mo
Megabooks I didn't get it either, but I think we may all figure it out together! 6mo
kspenmoll Figuring it out together really helps with this book! 6mo
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Read4life
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Mehso-so

Well… I guess Saturday‘s #CampLitsy25 discussion will be interesting. 🧐 I am in the WHAAAT?? Group for this one.
I didn‘t have the strong feelings (positive or negative) that I‘m reading about in so many reviews for this book. I‘m really looking forward to the discussion to hear what the other campers have to say.

mcctrish I‘m looking forward to the discussions 6mo
BarbaraBB I can‘t wait to be enlightened by other Littens 😀 6mo
Megabooks I think it's going to be a great discussion. Can't wait to see you there! 6mo
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Texreader
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Pickpick

An actress tells us about her son Xavier in 2 parts and in various ways, any of which may be real or not. A few constants: she‘s an actress married to Tomas, and she works with Anne. She lives near the theater and she buys breakfast at the same cafe everyday. But she‘s an unreliable narrator. What is true? What‘s not? This is an excellent author and I enjoyed the different narratives by a main character who overthinks everything! #camplitsy

BarbaraBB Great review!! 6mo
Texreader @BarbaraBB Thanks! But I realized I gave away a spoiler from part 1 in the first sentence! So I‘ve added the spoiler alert. 6mo
BarbaraBB And you are assuming he is her son 😉 6mo
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Roary47 Okay, so I wasn‘t going crazy. In part one I was like… alright so he‘s not her son. Then part 2 I‘m like why are they letting this con artist in their home. He‘s not their son! 🤯 6mo
squirrelbrain Great review! ❤️ 6mo
mcctrish @Roary47 I had these thoughts too 6mo
Megabooks I love this review. I'm in the camp that I don't think he is her son, but the second part is a mental exercise she used to get through the blockage working out the scene in part one. And what did her husband text her at the end of part 1????

FANTASTIC review!
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Texreader @BarbaraBB well I did provide the caveat: true or not? 😁 6mo
Texreader @Megabooks agh! I‘ve returned the book! What did he text her? And thanks!! 😊 6mo
BarbaraBB @Megabooks That is quite the question indeed!! 6mo
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TheKidUpstairs
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Pickpick

What a ride of a book! I absolutely loved it, and will be thinking about it for quite some time, just trying to wrap my head around it! The first part is fairly straightforward, but thoughtfully wrought. Then that second part comes in, full of questions and a growing sense of unease. Like many others, I am left wondering WTF exactly just happened, but in a really delicious way.

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TheKidUpstairs It raised so many interesting thoughts and questions that I can't wait to discuss this weekend with the #CampLitsy25 folks! 6mo
peaKnit Agree with your assessment, the second part 🤯 look forward to discussion. 6mo
BarbaraBB Fab review! 6mo
squirrelbrain Great review! ❤️ 6mo
kspenmoll Great review. My impression: What did I just read?! Discussion will help. 6mo
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Roary47
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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2✨ What did I just read? Is it me or does part 1 and 2 not match. I‘m so confused. Glad I read this with others. 😅 On a bright note I tried the cookies! #CampLitsy25 @Librarybelle @BarbaraBB @squirrelbrain @Megabooks

Librarybelle Yay!! I‘ve been enjoying mine! 😁 6mo
Bookwormjillk I'm glad you liked the cookies at least! Not you. I don't think they were supposed to match from what I've read. 6mo
Bookwormjillk I'm glad you liked the cookies at least! Not you. I don't think they were supposed to match from what I've read. 6mo
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squirrelbrain It will certainly be an interesting discussion this weekend! 6mo
Megabooks I love that they're coming out with many different flavors of Milanos more than I love this book. 😂 I have celiac, but my dad loves the new lemon Milanos. It's definitely a weird book that I think discussion will help a lot! 6mo
Roary47 @Megabooks What?! Lemon 🍋 Milano? This is my first taste of these cookies and I‘m excited to try more. I hope I can find the lemon ones. 🤩 6mo
Megabooks They have both lemon and strawberry at my Kroger. Good luck finding them!! 6mo
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Bookwormjillk
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Disclaimer: by giving this a pick I am in no way saying I understood what happened. I CANNOT WAIT to talk about this Saturday for #CampLitsy

One of the weirdest books I‘ve read in a while.

AmyG Right? I read the whole book just waiting for the moment when I say….AHHHH, I understand this. 6mo
ErikasMindfulShelf I loved it but have no clue what‘s actually happened. Lol. I think thats the point. 6mo
ChaoticMissAdventures Loving the ride, not caring there is no destination 😂 6mo
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squirrelbrain I think we‘re all hoping that *someone* will enlighten us on Saturday! 🤔 6mo
mcctrish Same!!!!! 6mo
Megabooks It's going to be so great to discuss it! I bet we all have different ideas!! 6mo
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vonnie862
Audition | Katie Kitamura
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Ummm...I'm trying to make sense of what I just listened to. Maybe it would have made more sense if I read a physical copy? It makes one question what is real. This could have been clever but it just left me scratching my head. Not my cup of tea.

#camplitsy25 #bookspinbingo

Read4life Right? After I finished it, I just sat there. I had nothing. 6mo
Meshell1313 Can confirm- reading the physical copy did not help. 😂 6mo
uncommonlycozies @Meshell1313 your comment is really helpful for a reader like me & actually made me laugh out loud 🤣 (edited) 6mo
mcctrish I think audio might have been a struggle with this as I was confused with a print copy and needed to go back and reread a few things ( not that it helped at all) 6mo
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