Home Feed
Home
Search
Search
Add Review, Blurb, Quote
Add
Activity
Activity
Profile
Profile
Light We Lost
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
He was the first person to inspire her, to move her, to truly understand her. Was he meant to be the last? "Extraordinary . . . An emotional roller coaster." --Delia Ephron Lucy is faced with a life-altering choice. But before she can make her decision, she must start her story--their story--at the very beginning. Lucy and Gabe meet as seniors at Columbia University on a day that changes both of their lives forever. Together, they decide they want their lives to mean something, to matter. When they meet again a year later, it seems fated--perhaps they'll find life's meaning in each other. But then Gabe becomes a photojournalist assigned to the Middle East and Lucy pursues a career in New York. What follows is a thirteen-year journey of dreams, desires, jealousies, betrayals, and, ultimately, of love. Was it fate that brought them together? Is it choice that has kept them away? Their journey takes Lucy and Gabe continents apart, but never out of each other's hearts. Me Before You meets One Day in this devastatingly romantic debut novel about the enduring power of first love, with a shocking, unforgettable ending. A Love Story for a new generation.
Amazon Indiebound Barnes and Noble WorldCat Goodreads LibraryThing
Pick icon
100%
blurb
Eggs
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences🎶♥️

This reminds me of the devastatingly romantic relationship between Gabe and Lucy, whose love survives through marriage, betrayals, careers and living continents apart. #consequences #amonthofsongs

Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks ❤️❤️ 7d
66 likes1 stack add1 comment
review
taylor_etc
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

It‘s been a while since I‘ve read a book that I couldn‘t put down. This was a captivating, twisting love story that had me staying up until late into the night to see what happened next. Spanning across decades, this author has shared a true epic and one that speaks to universal themes of love and loss. P.S. if you need something for book club, I‘d recommend this one!

blurb
MelAnn
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

1. Exit 😂
2. I started recording & doing podcast interviews for new podcast coming in April.
3. Tagged
4. Writing copy & website
5. ✅

#friyayintro (feels so good to be back)

blurb
Eggs
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

With love we sleep
With doubt the vicious circle
Turn and burns
Without you I cannot live
Forgive, the yearning burning
I believe it's time, too real to feel

#becausethenight #marchintothe70s @Cinfhen @Lizpixie

BookNerd9906 My current read. ❤️ 2mo
94 likes2 stack adds1 comment
review
TrishB
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Mehso-so

Wanted a lighter read due to work and jet lag! Not really for me, guessed the outcome and just too meh....

Cathythoughts I‘m not familiar with this one ... 2mo
TrishB @Cathythoughts just a bit too soppy and annoying for me! 2mo
Cinfhen I liked this one but it‘s not memorable 2mo
Melissa_J I was meh about this one, too! Thank heavens you felt the same as I was feeling alone in my mehness 😂 2mo
TrishB @Melissa_J we can have some joint meh-ness! 2mo
119 likes5 comments
blurb
ThatGirl29
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Ugh, I loved this book so much. 😫.................................................................................. “And though she was in the dark and broken place, she was still able to create beauty”...............................❤️

DarcysMom Welcome to Litsy! 🤩 2mo
ThatGirl29 Thank you so much! I didn‘t know this was here and I‘m so excited. Any tips? 2mo
saresmoore Welcome to Litsy! @LitsyWelcomeWagon can lead you to some helpful tips. 😊 2mo
See All 14 Comments
ThatGirl29 Thanks! I‘ll check it out. 2mo
SW-T Welcome to Litsy 😊 2mo
whatshesreadingnow Welcome to Litsy! 💛 2mo
Crazeedi Welcome to litsy! 🎶👋👋 2mo
Libby1 Welcome to Litsy! ❤️📚❤️ 2mo
Megabooks 😁😁 Welcome to Litsy!! 👋🏻📚 2mo
BethM Welcome! 2mo
Chelleo Welcome to Litsy! Hope these #Litsytips by @RaimeyGallant http://bit.ly/litsytips and #LitsyHowTo videos: goo.gl/UrCpoU are helpful. There‘s so many fun things to do: book exchanges, buddy reads, photo challenges and more! #LitsyWelcomeWagon 2mo
Eggs Welcome to Litsy 🌺 2mo
RaimeyGallant Welcome! 2mo
Nute Welcome to Litsy! It‘s a warm and friendly community. I know that you will enjoy yourself here. I‘m looking forward to getting to know you.🙂 2mo
30 likes2 stack adds14 comments
blurb
Eggs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Gabe and Lucy were lovers and soul mates throughout their lives; but friendship was the basis of their relationship
#bestbookfriendship #literaryluck @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks @vkois88

vkois88 ❤❤❤ 2mo
107 likes3 stack adds2 comments
review
sdbruening
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
This post contains spoilers
show me
post image
Pickpick

This audiobook kept me coming back for more! However, Darren pissed me off. His expectation that the mom takes care of the kids, that he kept Lucy out of the big decisions/surprises of her life, and that he was patronizing about her working and her career path in general. Ugh. Lucy also upset me because of her lack of communication. Really? Can‘t talk to your husband about thinking he‘s cheating? Boo. Still enjoyable fiction.

review
sdbruening
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
This post contains spoilers
show me
post image
Pickpick

This audiobook kept me coming back for more! However, Darren pissed me off. His expectation that the mom takes care of the kids, that he kept Lucy out of the big decisions/surprises of her life, and that he was patronizing about her working and her career path in general. Ugh. Lucy also upset me because of her lack of communication. Really? Can‘t talk to your husband about thinking he‘s cheating? Boo. Still enjoyable fiction.

blurb
Eggs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

The passionate Lucy and Gabe made heartfelt promises to each other-would they be able to keep them?
#promise #literarylove @vkois88 @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks

Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks 💗💗💗 3mo
87 likes2 stack adds2 comments
review
Skeebies05
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

I didn‘t like this book at first. I kept rolling my eyes at Lucy. And then by the end this book wrecked me 😢

TrishB Interesting 👍🏻 I have this on my tbr. 4mo
mklong Hmmm, maybe I should have given this more time. I bailed because Lucy made me roll my eyes so much. 4mo
Skeebies05 @mklong Thats why I hated it at first. She sucked. It does it get better. 4mo
31 likes2 stack adds3 comments
review
NaomiO
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Wow, I read this book up. I absolutely loved it. As I was reading I had a feeling it was going to end the way it did so it didn't shock me. But I felt a strong connection to this book. Not only because the protagonist's birthday is my own birthday but because the last part of the book takes places in Jerusalem, the city I was born in, in the country I hold near and dear to my heart.

blurb
NaomiO
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

I have never read a book where a character shares my birthday!

7 likes1 stack add
review
samjmitchell
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
Pickpick

The story was well written. I understood Lucy - I think these wandering thoughts about who are you and who you should be with are normal and important. I understand why she wanted to choose a dog, going to Paris, buying a new home and having someone support your work. It seemed like the ‘right‘ choice to go along with a partner who will take care of you, though, and I don‘t think that‘s true. 3/5 because I don‘t fully agree with her choices.

blurb
Vickiv
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Perfect breakfast!

3 likes1 comment
review
Bookartbookmarks
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

What was your favorite read of 2018?
I have to say my favorite was The Light We Lost. It was so well written and tackled real life relationships about love lost and lived. Highly recommend it.
It is raining right now and I thought I‘d be able to take a much better picture than this, but this is what we got. The feathers are available in my shop. https://www.etsy.com/shop/Bookartbookmarks

Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks Beautiful pic!! 5mo
valeriegeary Pretty! 5mo
tracey38 Love the peacock feather. 5mo
See All 6 Comments
Bookartbookmarks @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks thank you!! It was snowing and raining! 4mo
Bookartbookmarks @valeriegeary thank you thank you! 4mo
Bookartbookmarks @tracey38 thank you Tracey! 4mo
66 likes1 stack add6 comments
review
KerriArista
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Loved it. Because I love a good cry. So, prepare yourself. She smartly ended it without really having to wrap up all the details. I‘d like to know about the aftermath... 💙

blurb
Eggs
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Those droplets represent the tears I cried over this book. SO.GOOD.
#adventrecommends @emilyrose_x Day 10

93 likes4 stack adds
blurb
Rissa1
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

This author did a great job of making me remember what a break up feels like, and then the wondering if the next one is the right one. 4🌟

10 likes1 stack add
blurb
Rissa1
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

I cannot stop! I have a TBR pile upstairs in the living room and in my book nook, and I still keep adding on to my BOTM pick. 🤩🤑😣🤪🤓📚

Samplergal None of us can relate to this. 😂😂😂 6mo
6 likes1 comment
blurb
Eggs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks I finally got caught up on Lillian last night so I started back on the Picoult... I‘m definitely thinking this may not be her best... I‘m forgetting things that I read in the beginning and that could be because I‘ve had to sit or down for several days.. 🤷🏼‍♀️ 6mo
Eggs I agree. But I also understand that this structure psychologically parallels the nature of human behavior and its consequences. Kierkegaard said "Life must be lived forward, but understood backwards". Just a thought ? Have a great Friday my bestie ???? 6mo
Oracle loooved the light we lost. cover to cover 6mo
Eggs @Oracle I sobbed 😭 6mo
Oracle Me too !!!!!!!!!! 5mo
70 likes5 comments
blurb
Rissa1
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

@AmyG Your #thankfulforbooksswap was returned to me. Can you email your address to me so I can try and fix this. frissa81@yahoo.com

JamieLou Thank you for posting this! I will message her 6mo
AmyG Oh no! Now we know where it went. Emailing now. 6mo
6 likes3 comments
blurb
Rissa1
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

1. From the Ripley's Aquarium in Gatlinburg TN
2. An empty beach on the Atlantic Coast.
3. Spaghetti
4. A book, a glass of white wine, a blanket, a candle, and soft lighting.
5. All of the above.
@MinDea #HumpDayPost

blurb
JanJan
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

A nice Sunday read.

60 likes2 stack adds
review
Eggs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Worth waiting for 😌 Powerful fiction

JennyM I enjoyed this one, too. 6mo
jillannjohn I loved this one. 6mo
Judybskt I have that - need to read it!! 6mo
See All 6 Comments
Lovesbooks87 I loved this one too! So good! 6mo
Oracle Read cover to cover in Vietnam. Loved it. Thanks for the happy reminder. 6mo
Eggs @JennyM @jillannjohn @judybskt @Lovesbooks87 @Oracle This could be the wine talking but it just hit me again (after work) how much this book affected me today omg 😲 some authors are just magic 6mo
84 likes9 stack adds6 comments
blurb
cajunsyd
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Just finished this one, a mixed bag for me.

blurb
Graciouswarriorprincess
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Reese Witherspoon book club picks through August 2018. Does anyone follow or read her picks?

TheLibrarian I‘m always curious to see what she picks but I‘ve never read her pick in the same month as the book club. 7mo
CouronneDhiver I‘ve only read one book from that stack (Ruth Ware) 7mo
See All 6 Comments
MellieAntoinette I‘ve read a couple - Last Mrs Parrish (enjoyably creepy comeuppance), Where the Crawdads Sing (Poetic Justice), the Practical Magic sequel (which was gorgeous) and Im drawing a blank! I have Last Year in Havana on my nightstand. She picks good books! 7mo
60 likes6 comments
review
Victoriahoperose
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

This was a really powerful book. It hits hard and direct with its message and the way things come together. It honestly felt like reading someone‘s memoir. It was so believable and so well written. This story about love and relationships and the world around us is truly something to behold.

Kaylamburson Yes!! Love your review. I wholeheartedly agree. 8mo
zzz I really enjoyed this too! 8mo
26 likes3 stack adds2 comments
review
Beckys_Books
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Lucy and Gabe meet on 9/11 and their intense passion for each other is immediate. Their story is romantic but devastating in multiple ways. None of the characters are perfect, which makes them more real to me. I've had my Kindle on airplane mode for the last couple of weeks because my library hold expired. So glad I did!

review
dawnsworldblog
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

This is undoubtedly one of the best books I‘ve read in years. The story of Lucy and Gabe and how their lives intertwine over the years really got to me. They say you never really stop loving your first love and this book would be testament to that. It‘s a love story, showing the magnitude of first love and the impact it can have on the rest of your life and all the ‘could have beens‘ that come after that. I broke my heart reading it.

Kaylamburson 💜💜💜💜 8mo
8 likes1 comment
blurb
Emm0921
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

“Do we all get a finite amount of goodness in this world?” #ReadAbookDay #WhatAreYouReading

review
lowellette
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Soulmates with bad timing. Two people who want to make a mark in the world are forever bound to each other. Get out the hankies and your therapist‘s number.

review
Purrfectpages
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
Mehso-so

I have more to say about this book than characters will allow,. While I wanted to see where the story was going, I couldn‘t help but SMH multiple times at the main character‘s actions. She kept going back and forth between wanting everything and wanting nothing. I kept expecting her husband to be this monster of a person too, but many times she wasn‘t fair to him. No one is perfect, but she acted like her ex was. And what was up with that ending?

blurb
Purrfectpages
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Ok @Cinfhen I‘m trying your suggestion!

Cinfhen Woohoo!! I hope it hits the spot!! I thought it was the perfect page turner😁 10mo
Cinfhen Keep me posted 10mo
Hollie I really liked this one. 10mo
69 likes3 stack adds3 comments
review
Cinfhen
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

I LOVED LOVED LOVED this book!!!! Exactly what GHOSTED wasn‘t!!! Not sure if I‘m feeling nostalgic or I‘m just in a good headspace but this is a TOTAL PICK❤️ #TeamGabe

Soubhiville Mmmm, I love those yellow cherries! 10mo
BarbaraBB This sounds really good 😘 10mo
Cinfhen Book and cherries were both excellent 😁❤️ @BarbaraBB @Soubhiville 10mo
See All 19 Comments
LeahBergen I just returned from the store with cherries. 😂 You made me do it! 10mo
Cinfhen Good choice @LeahBergen now pick up the book 😘😘😘 10mo
Melissa_J I was rather hoping you end up in the so-so camp (it‘s a little lonely over here) 🤣 In all seriousness, I‘m glad the book worked for you. 10mo
JennyM So glad you enjoyed it. #TeamGabe all the way! Xx 10mo
Reviewsbylola Now I‘m going to be comparing this to Ghosted. 😂 Glad you liked it! 10mo
Cinfhen Can you PLEASE read GHOSTED like right now @Reviewsbylola I‘m dying to know your thoughts!!! 10mo
Melissa_J I have not. Should I? 10mo
Reviewsbylola Still waiting on my library hold. 😂😂 10mo
Cinfhen I was iffy on Ghosted so was curious if u had read it @Melissa_J it‘s a #borrowNOTbuy but my copy is currently on loan, otherwise I‘d send u my copy 10mo
CarolynM Stacked 10mo
GatheringBooks love the pairing here! so glad you enjoyed it. i don‘t think i was in the right “heartspace” when i read this one. hahaha. 😍🧚🏼‍♀️📚 10mo
TrishB This is #99ponkindle today. Am I going to read it? Is it just a love story like One Day? 8mo
Cinfhen It‘s really a love story and similar to One Day, but better I think! Something about this book really worked for me...I don‘t think you‘ll hate it and you might just enjoy...#JustGoForIt 🤑 @trishb 8mo
TrishB ‘‘Tis done 😘 8mo
Cinfhen 😊 🤗🤗🤗 @TrishB 8mo
152 likes8 stack adds19 comments
blurb
Cinfhen
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

#HeatofJuly Just started this novel yesterday. I‘m not far into the book, but I‘m already invested in Gabe & Lucy‘s love story. I‘m getting the sense #WeBelongTogether is going to be the recurring theme for Lucy & Gabe as life throws them continuous curve balls😔

Cinfhen See @ElishaLovesBooks it‘s all good 😍and my daughter said a package arrived yesterday😘😘she‘s coming out to Long Island for Shabbat and bringing it today..thank you ❤️ 10mo
Melissa_J I didn‘t really like the love story in this one, as the main characters annoyed me too much, but it‘s a quick and easy read. 10mo
Cinfhen I can see how it could turn sappy @Melissa_J but right now I‘m charmed 💕 10mo
See All 12 Comments
JennyM I fell for this book, too. Sometimes you just need a sappy read about young love. 10mo
Cinfhen I believe that‘s true @JennyM so I‘m hoping Gabe & Lucy don‘t disappoint me @Melissa_J 10mo
Melissa_J How far in are you? I‘m not going to say anything since I don‘t want to spoil but I didn‘t initially dislike the main characters. My annoyance only grew as the story progressed so I‘ll definitely be interested in your thoughts once you finish. I should note that my so-so rating of the book is in the minority. Most readers love it. 10mo
Cathythoughts Sounds great ! Loving the pic 📚🍎 10mo
Cathythoughts Oh I think they are cherries 🍒. Yum 10mo
ElishaLovesBooks @cinfhen Oh good!! I‘m glad! 💕💕 I had mixed feelings about this book too- but I actually really liked her writing! It definitely drew me in! (edited) 10mo
Cinfhen I‘m very early in, maybe 50 pages @ElishaLovesBooks @Melissa_J and yes, they are delicious cherries @Cathythoughts 🍒🍒🍒 10mo
Reviewsbylola This one‘s an emotional roller coaster! 10mo
LeahBergen I need to run out and get some cherries now! 10mo
134 likes2 stack adds12 comments
review
Ashley85
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Mehso-so

This was an okay love story, if you could call it that. The main character pissed me off a lot. ⭐️⭐️⭐️

Melissa_J I agree with you 100% I don‘t understand why it‘s considered an epic love story. 10mo
Ashley85 Glad I‘m not alone! @melissa_j 10mo
Cinfhen I just really felt invested in this story @Melissa_J @Ashley85 but EPIC love story might be a stretch 10mo
43 likes3 comments
review
ReadingSusan
Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Oh i loved this book. I listened to the audio read by the author. I could barely stop listening for two days.

121 likes7 stack adds
blurb
JennyM
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

6 | #HeatOfJuly

Oh, Lucy and Gabe, if only one of you had #CallMeMaybe things could have been different 😉

Cinfhen Ha!! Clever 😆 10mo
63 likes1 comment
review
swishandflick
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

I picked this one up to take a break from another book and ended up reading the whole thing in one sitting. One of the characters made choices that irritated me the whole time, and if I'm being completely honest I guessed how it would end fairly early. But it's definitely an engaging, emotional story! I just wish the ending didn't feel quite so rushed.

Sharpeipup Wasn‘t it great? 10mo
114 likes1 comment
review
Kaylamburson
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image
Pickpick

Just finished rereading this book and I still love it just as much as the first time. The ending is just as powerful. I was only a few chapters from the end as I got off the subway this evening, so I was walking and sobbing all the way home with my nose buried in this literary artwork. It was my favorite book of 2017 and it‘s still my favorite book right now.

Kristy_K Great review! I have this on my tbr and I may need to move it up. :) 11mo
Kaylamburson Thanks!! You definitely should especially if you‘re a believer in true love. @Kristy_K 11mo
83 likes2 stack adds2 comments
blurb
Hollie
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

We got to bed very late and got up very early. Anthony left this morning for Fort Riley to do his annual training for the Army. It‘s gonna be a long day running on a few hours sleep, but Sophie seems to have crashed back out. Time to pour another cup of coffee and get some reading in! #catsoflitsy

Riveted_Reader_Melissa So fluffy! 12mo
Riveted_Reader_Melissa Maybe you should crash too for a bit while you can. 12mo
Lcsmcat I want to rub that fluffy belly! 😻 12mo
See All 6 Comments
Hollie @Lcsmcat she would totally let you! 12mo
59 likes1 stack add6 comments
quote
Hollie
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Just ran across this lovely quote while reading in a bar. We just found out our tiny town has poker here and Anthony loves to play. I love to read so after dinner I just brought out my book and am reading while he (hopefully) wins us some bucks.

blurb
Hollie
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Starting this one with my morning coffee. I slept in so I won‘t have a ton of time, but it felt glorious. 😍

blurb
MrBook
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

#TBRtemptation post 1! Lucy and Gabe met when they were seniors at Columbia U. They decide together then that their lives will mean something. Gabe becomes a photojournalist covering the Middle East while Lucy takes up a career in NYC. Over the next 13 years, there will be dreams, jealousies, betrayals, and love. What does fate have in mind for them together, since they're continents apart but not in their hearts? #blameLitsy #blameMrBook 😎

Gissy Another drama!🤦🏻‍♀️ 12mo
69 likes2 stack adds1 comment
review
maximoffs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
Pickpick

This book wasn‘t bad! But I‘m not sure it‘s something I would have read if not for my book club. I disliked Lucy and Darren a LOT and I mostly felt bad for Gabe. The end was kind of expected? But I don‘t regret reading this!

MirrorMask I tried to read this book earlier in the year and I gave up. I'm glad you enjoyed it! 12mo
maximoffs @MirrorMask the audiobook was pretty good! I read it for a book club or I‘m not sure if I would have finished it either 12mo
57 likes2 comments
blurb
maximoffs
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Pre surgery blood draw read 😎

BookaholicNatty Thinking of you and praying for you!! ❤️❤️is today the official day or just tests and blood work today? 12mo
AmyG Hope all goes as planned. 12mo
asiriusreader Thinking of you! 💗 12mo
See All 6 Comments
maximoffs @BookaholicNatty @AmyG @asiriusreader Thanks guys! Everything is fine! This is traditional pre op blood work, I'm getting a breast reduction done in 10 days 💕 12mo
jfalkens Hope everything goes well XXxX 12mo
Robin3 I want to have that done my back hurts all the time 12mo
78 likes1 stack add6 comments
blurb
Sharpeipup
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

What a great read!

19 likes2 stack adds
blurb
JennyM
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
post image

Day 16 #readingresolutions #currentbookquote

This did make me smile ☕️ 😇

review
Bookartbookmarks
The Light We Lost | Jill Santopolo
This post contains spoilers
show me
Pickpick

Did you think she told her husband? What do you think his reaction would be? I really hope she did and although I hope he would have stayed, I really don‘t think he would have. Or at least they would have had a break and a serious talk after the break and maybe got to know that other side. I would have hoped their relationship grew even stronger.

Kaylamburson I feel like she did tell him. I could see them staying together, but their relationship would never be the same. Even worse off than it was at the end and Darren would be more distant but more controlling. 11mo
13 likes1 comment