“My calendar is full of dead people.” This explores how the choices we make in life lead us to where we are now. It explores the question common to all which is, “what if”. Dawn questions her life and past decisions after a near death experience. She loves her husband Brian, daughter Meret and sister Kieran but she is compelled to go to Egypt rather than head home to her family. Her thoughts wander back 15 years to her unfinished dissertation.