Sometimes one meets a woman who is beast turning human. Such a person's every movement will reduce to an image of a forgotten experience; [...]
Such a woman is the infected carrier of the past; before her the structure of our head and jaws ache -- we feel that we could eat her, she who is eaten death returning, for only then do we put our face close to the blood on the lips of our forefathers.

Philip K Dick‘s sci-fi not-really-an-autobiography. Recommended to anyone who has an interest in the author‘s own life and experiences, the multiverse, politics, gnostic theophany and/or spirituality. Basically a sci fi story about *the power of rock and roll*. Can help build your case if you think PKD had schizoid personality disorder. Found at Kilgore Books and Comics in Denver CO.