Sometimes our parents are full of love, and sometimes they are full of anger. This love and anger come not only from them, but from all previous generations. When we can see this, we no longer blame our parents for our suffering.
—Thich Nhat Hanh, Reconciliation: Healing the Inner Child.
(Chapter 49, introduction)

So that explains the mysterious, soothing, addictive smell we love! I want to know more about this.

Interview with the author about this amazing memoir.

Link to listen: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/totally-booked-with-zibby/id1366633318?i=1...

I want to be a good friend, but when Cindy announces that we‘ll be busing through the night, something bursts inside me. I know she needs me to act like a supportive participant, an adult, a normal human being, but a toxic sludge is leaking into my limbs. I start to shake. Fear rises in my chest. I cannot go on a bus. A bus is too much like a train and a train is really just a cattle car and since my father made the reverse journey, from ⬇️

My composure is fragile. No matter where I go, home or away, I am instinctively circumspect about my identity. I carry a fear of cops and soldiers and customs officers—anyone with a severe haircut and a uniform—in my blood. Never do I walk around telling people I‘m Jewish.

My hold came in…I‘m so excited to dive back into this strange story!

Another episode featuring a chat with the author!
Link: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/this-podcast-will-kill-you/id1299915173?i=...

A book nerd friend is moving and gave me first dibbs on her books she‘s okay with giving away. Many more shelves to go through. I chose these yesterday.

We came out of the kitchen and wandered into the bar, where the soda gun glowed in the dim light. We shot Coke, Sprite, and tonic into tall glasses. We poured grenadine, thick and syrupy, through the little spout attached to the top of the bottle into a little metal cup on a stick. When I dumped the syrup into our glasses, the mixture that had been dull and brown turned a beautiful pink. I shook in Tabasco and grabbed maraschino cherries ⬇️

There was a lot of beauty in this childhood, but there was also a sadness inside me that I didn‘t understand. I was a lucky girl, born in a safe place, with tons of food and loving parents, yet I had stones in my chest, heavy and gray. As I moved through the ages Dad was during the war—nine in the first ghetto, eleven in Lodz, thirteen when he last saw his mother and sisters on the platform at Auschwitz—a voice from inside commanded me to ⬇️

Mom wasn‘t the type to fuss with a vegetable garden, but a rhubarb plant sprung up near our back fence every year. Julie showed me how to brace my feet on either side of the plant, grab a stalk, and yank upward. Careful, the leaves are poisonous! We wet crimson stems under the kitchen faucet and dragged them through the sugar drawer, the shock of sweet and sour making my teeth ache.

This is the second book I‘ve read by the author. This one was just as dark as the other. Filled with magical realism and ghosts, the story slowly unfolds, just like the slow but steady snowfall. Snow isn‘t just snow in this story. It‘s frigid and beautiful weather, yes—but the author also seems to use it as a blanket, hiding a dark and painful past, which is revealed a little at a time. I didn‘t know about the Jeju Island massacre⬇️

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I don‘t know if this is what happens right before you die. Everything I have ever experienced is made crystalline. Nothing hurts anymore. Hundreds upon thousands of moments glitter in unison, like snowflakes whose elaborate shapes are in full view. How this is possible, I can‘t say. My every pain and joy, all my deep-rooted sorrows and loves, shine, not as an amalgam but as a whole comprised of distinct singularities, glowing together as ⬇️

Siri typos and predictions 🤣

Well, I got carried away again today when returning a book and checking into the room for tonight‘s Death Cafe…whoops🤣🤓📖📚

I fell in love with the cover of this book and was drawn to its premise of Faustian vibes. I‘ve always loved reading about the occult, but the excitement I felt in the first couple of chapters in this book quickly died down. The story dragged on without any real focus on the main event, and went into a love triangle instead. This book was more relationship than the dark vibes I was looking for…I didn‘t hate it but it wasn‘t what I hoped for.⬇️

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There was a fond smile on his face as she watched the librarian pore over Evgeni‘s collection. “You‘re looking at that library like you want to crawl into bed with it.”

She didn‘t quite share her husband‘s passion for antiquarian books, but she understood it. She understood that if you cracked Rhys open, he would probably have paperback pages inside him instead of organs.

Rosie Grant has a book coming out! She looks for recipes on gravestones, makes them, and is now working with the families to publish them in a cookbook!
Link to a podcast episode where she talks about it: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/death-happens-an-insiders-guide-to-dying/i...
Her instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ghostly.archive?igsh=MWR3cGgyc2dua252NA==

I usually don‘t read this genre, but since it had a library setting, I thought, why not? Ms. Finch is a librarian with a secret, double lifestyle. Bodies tend to pile up around her, and she didn‘t learn from Dexter…it‘s only a matter of time before her secrets are discovered.
I didn‘t love the ending, and the writing was okay, but, it was a cute book. If it were a movie or tv show, I‘d watch it. I did like the mean nature that popped out of ⬇️

What a powerful book this was! Featuring essays from different Black women, this book was likely seen as radical in its time (1970). We need these words followed by collective direct action, now more than ever. These voices discuss how all issues intersect with a lens that only Black Feminism can give.

A more in depth conversation with the author of the new book ‘Everything Is Tuberculosis‘. I can‘t wait to read it! 🩸💉
Link to listen: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/99-invisible/id394775318?i=1000695605705

I agree…they‘ve radicalized (educated) me!

Everyone is talking about this book and I can‘t wait to read it! I‘ve always had a weird fascination with this famous, deadly, and historical disease. *This is one of the many reasons why USAID matters, Musk be damned.
Link for this podcast episode: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/nprs-book-of-the-day/id1587369865?i=100070...

I found this one in the YA graphic novel section at my library and knew it was an important read. I haven‘t read the novel and this was my first exposure to it. It‘s a story about a young boy‘s struggle after the death of his friend. Many people come to help him in the most difficult decision he‘s ever made.

I am the terrorist I must disarm.

—June Jordan

The reverend speaks truth to power in this book. You could think of the book as a sermon that a lot of our ‘elected‘ members need to hear. Our oppression is rooted in white supremacy—this is a collective fight that we must all fight together. Capitalism, hatred, misogyny, racism—these are all built up every day on lies we have been told for centuries; the reverend lays it all out here. If we don‘t stop the ‘them v. us‘ and fight back ⬇️

This is the first book I‘ve read about the crisis of being unhoused. Not just the crisis, the lived experience. The author is passionate about raising awareness and fixing this problem. This book centers on a couple of folks who became unhoused after a series of life events; this is their story. Our government has the tools to end the crisis, but it will never happen within the state of capitalist, insatiable greed that we exist in. A ⬇️

I absolutely loved this book. The publisher (Haymarket Books) always has the most radical writings we need. Themes: feminist rage, pain, racism, domestic violence, immigration, queer love and relationships, death, and more. Her words are 🔥🔥🔥!

This was a quick read. Each chapter features various famous women from older time periods and current times, centering on the backlash they received for being too much of (insert endless options here____) and not enough of (insert more endless options here___). The double standards between us and men never changes. These days, it seems to have gotten even bigger. The author encourages us to fight back and be our most wild, untamed selves. ⬇️

The medievalish art on the cover of this giant graphic novel made me want to read it. I agree with other readers that it felt a bit long, though I still liked it. It was very educational on what life was like living as a nun and a scorned and punished woman on a desolate island. *Loosely inspired by the exile of Queen Elizabeth 1 by her sister Queen Mary in the 16th century.

This was my first book from the author. The library had it on display for Women‘s History Month, and I quickly grabbed it because it had long been on my TBR. This book feels old now but her words are just as important. Reading some of what she said reminded me that perhaps I too, am sometimes a ‘bad feminist‘…but this is a collective fight and we all must be in it together, or we will not survive it.
Shown: my pink roses, just for her.

This is a beautiful collection of poetry. The sections on domestic violence, aging and climate change were especially moving. I liked the one about the wolves, too.
Shown: our pussy willow is in bloom🤍

A new way to eat BLTs…taco style. Loving this recipe! Via NYT Cooking. I wanted avocado on the side. I also sprinkled on some garlic because I‘m a garlic freak!

Link: https://cooking.nytimes.com/recipes/1019478-blt-tacos
If you run into a paywall: https://archive.ph/2020.05.16-131527/https://cooking.nytimes.com/recipes/1019478...

Sources for The Daughters of Ys.

I have read a lot of pagan literature but surprisingly, have not heard of this old tale until now. I fell in love with it and want to see what else I can find about it. I‘m really interested in the bay of decapitated men🤣I enjoyed the heavily influenced Celtic art in this book. Ultimately, this story is about women in power but there are many themes of pagan lore, magic, moral choices, love, and death.

No matter what issues I have with feminism, I am a feminist. I cannot and will not deny the importance and absolute necessity of feminism. Like most people, I‘m full of contradictions, but I also don‘t want to be treated like shit for being a woman. I am a bad feminist. I would rather be a bad feminist than no feminist at all.

Isn‘t this cover gorgeous?

You maybe have seen Amy doing some paranormal investigations on tv—this boook is s collection of some of the places she‘s been to, with history and historic recipes from each location.
There weren‘t recipes here I‘m dying to make (pun intended), but it‘s an interesting book. If you really want to get into it, make the recipes as you read about each location!

Feminism is a choice, and if a woman does not want to be a feminist, that is her right, but it is still my responsibility to fight for her rights. I believe feminism is grounded in supporting the choices of women, even if we wouldn‘t make certain choices for ourselves. I believe women not just in the United States but throughout the world deserve equality and freedom but know I am in no position to tell women of other cultures what that equality⬇️

My library checkouts today!

The old myths are tricky, and they can catch any of us in their trap. Yes, it‘s racist to pass policies that we know will harm Black people. At the same time, it is also racist to ignore the ways those same policies hurt poor white people—because racism‘s myths are designed to keep Black and white people segregated so they cannot come together to transform a system that doesn‘t serve most of us. If we‘re going to be anti-racist and⬇️

So-called “election integrity” measures have been introduced in states with long histories of voter suppression, using the contemporary tools of voter roll purges or voter ID requirements to narrow the voting pool and reduce the potential power of a multiethnic voting coalition. I call this reality James Crow, Esquire—the result of Jim Crow‘s son going to law school and coming back to undermine democracy through more sophisticated means. Is it⬇️

My library check outs today!

One of the most damnable features of our common life is the way we talk about poverty, as if it‘s an anomaly and not a feature of our economic system.
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I wasn‘t sure exactly what this book was about when I first saw it but I‘m so glad I read it. The main character time travels into the past of her descendants, straight into the hell of internment camps forced on Japanese Americans. The story jumps back and forth from the past and into the present, when white supremacist Trump is in the Oval Office. It has very Kindred and The Devil‘s Arithmetic vibes. Excellent and voter story telling. We⬇️

I adore this book! The art struck me immediately and was what got me to check it out. A group of friends has a curious mission to fulfill, that involves the mysterious destination of the moon lanterns dropped into the river each year on the Autumn Equinox. This graphic novel is full of stunning illustrations—I found myself taking pictures of several pages. There is humor and a lot of science, but this book is all about friendship, discovery,⬇️

Facts 🌲🌲🌲📚🌲🌲🌲

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My library checkouts today. I went to turn something in but couldn‘t stop myself from looking at the new release section…🤣

I‘m so glad I saw this book at the library. You don‘t see books about disability in the spotlight very often. Actually, you don‘t see very much about disability period…which is precisely one of the author‘s points in this book! Disability can look like a lot of things, but what could accessibility look like? The author lives her best life, and she walks you through what her life is like in these pages. (It‘s not what society told you it was)!⬇️